we had a trainnees meet up with slyvia, gerlad and gary... sylvia already found mathew, tgt for 5 mths le..xD didn;t even know gerlad broke up on his last day of intern, now gary and him is chasing their next target... at that time, i feel that love is smth that can be let go so easily and forgotten?! i was looking forward to have a relationship.. but seems that i have not met mine.. is okay coz i derserve to be wait. a journey that is more fun and meaningful... people hurt, people forget.. is part of life... thus if he has really found someone he like.. i should be happy for him.. coz i know at least i was once part of his life.. althought i said this many times le.. but thanks thomas.. thanks for continuing staying by my side... thomas this is for you: 很多友人遇上分離後，往往會問同一個問題： 「怎樣才能不這麼痛？」 失戀後要不痛，是不可能的，除非你從來沒愛過。 而失戀越痛，就代表著你愛得越深。尤其分手後會莫名其妙的想著對方，而且是懷念著他的好，捨不得種種美好回憶， 明明就有不好的地方，偏偏你只記得好的地方，越是這樣你越忘不了。 而一開始最難過的是，拼命的幫這段感情找藉口找理由，百般的回憶記憶中最甜蜜的部分。 曾經我和一位朋友講過，分手後，如果想要慢慢走出傷痛，不要再回想對方的好以及甜蜜回憶。 很多人都是在分手後，始終只願意想到好的地方，寧願把所有的錯攬在自己身上，也不肯正視雙方的問題。於是死胡同越陷越深，好幾年都走不出來。 每段感情都代表著人生的經歷，記住美好的回憶不是不好 只是別再不斷把回憶美化。 相信等走出來以後，會發現這段感情的適合與否，剛分手的當下，愛上的只是那段曾經的回憶，而不是眼前的這個人。 看开了，决定放下你了。。day 92 without you, after telling myself to let go, this time i will let go..不想在痛了。。 不想要在为你流泪了。。 我还是“再见面还是朋友” 希望到时候我们不会像陌深人。。 i have signed up with the sia interview.. e interview is tmr.. hope that i am able to get in.. travel and work at the same time..