ytd jing shun went back to swit to continue his studies..let us met someday after you return... gerald went to bar on this mon, 1st week at banquet bar.. thomas still in malaysia.. today(19 jan) mark his 39th injured day xD.. kind of miss his laugter le.. tong leaving in begining of feb Kenry leaving in mar before grace ends her internship(31 mar) one by one leaving.. is there still a reason for me to return to a place full of memories that cannot be re-filled anymore.. last 2 wks of dec i went back to help.. however, i didn't expect the changes in there.. what i can know that is not the same place anymore.. It seems to be a cold and tired place to work le... i didn't fullfill the purpose of going back there.. but i least i still get to see him happy and others before they are gone for good.. esp i get to see suresh again!! hope that e last gift is something he will keep it ba.. =D not sure is it a fact that he has already found someone that he can relay on.. although it hurts but hoped that he is happy.. guess is better for 3 of us, right? so wont be awkward if we 3 meet some day.. that someday i hoped to come soon.. so i still can complete the agreement that we had.. :) if we can't go back to the way we are.. then why not 3 of us use this opportunity to know each other from stretch =D I am sorry to reject you... you mention only time can heal you... hoped that it wont take too long.. can't be lovers at least friends.. 我不曾对你的爱减少过 因为有你 我傻过 我痛过 认真过 改变过 努力过 坚持过 悲伤过 失眠过 心碎过 若笑过 在乎过 生气过 开心果 火燥过 吃醋过 却不曾后悔过 說過不愛了，說過不想了， 說過忘記了，說過放棄了, 卻還是忍不住愛了 想了 , 要愛就瘋狂 不愛就堅強..