the week is coming to its end..
it's week 7 of sch..
wk 8,9,10,11,12,13,14 & 15
8 more weeks to another new class..
i am going to miss some of the friends in class..

Dec is also coming in a fews days time..
this weekends..
have been thinking a lot..
this is the 1st time that i think studies is so important..
the diploma i am currently doing is it really what i want??
like.. my soul is want to help others..
yet.. my body is like another part of the world..
helping ppl passion, hotel interest..
is there any way that both can combine??

truthfully..
i am still in RP coz of SLC..
sem 2 isn't a sem that i am coping well..
thinking of changing diploma a few times.. not in SOH but to some diploma that related to kid?
or within SOH to Event management? then i can plan events for kid when i grad..
OR should i just take a step at a time..
See what is waiting for me to overcome..

Found out a friend not coping well in poly life..
i felt so useless..
i dun know what and how can i help her..
i feel like let her go let her face her own problem thus she will grow up, let her know how this industry is what she is going thru right now..
another side of me telling me that i have to put aside everything to help her..
but there's only a limit i can her her..
Poly and sec sch life is different..
esp in my sch.. YOU got to learn and change..
you can't expect everyone to like you.. to be your friend..
when you dun know what's wrong with you.. ask others..
Ask them what you got to change.. provided you are willing to help yourself..
i can't always be for you like sec sch life..
this is life..
you can't keep telling people how bad your life are..
intsead think how your life is so much better then some kids..
in the world.. not everyone is so helpful..
there are many many layers of ugly side of people hiding in their heart..

[Friend, you might be reading this post.. i just want to tell you that YOU GOT TO BE STRONG!! ]

Feeling like working weekends..
then study at weekdays..
then SLC how?
some or most activity is held on weekends..
didn't apply for scholarship..
as i dun know if i will complete this diploma or not.. :)

ANYway..
saw facebk with all the grad' 2010 pictures..
seems that i miss out a few things in sec sch
things i won't be able to feel in poly life..

I miss out Supper market run 2 and kss open house..
i am going to miss out being as a Standard Chartered Marathon crew..

haha.. why am i back to this emo emo me..haha...
okok..
no more emo for whole of next week :D
haha.. no time for me to emo!!
fully book till sun!! :D

using busy as an excuse
to stop thinking what i have been thinking about..

jia you Siewyi!!
JIA YOU EVERYONE!!
a song that never fail me to make me stand up when i am down :D


here's a song..
haha.. this song make my mood better..:D
haha.. the mv it's a bit funny :)
i like the beat too :) got a bit echo echo one..