i want to say:
SORRY!! I SHOULD NOT HAVE SHOUTED AT YOUR..
i am sry..
i felt very bad after that..
i am really sorry..
Sorry Imran..i should not have used that tone to reply you..
sry..i know actually taking class photo is actually a happy thing..
but i screw it up..sry..
then after that i went to find a person..
this person was facing a trouble same as me when i was in sec 1..
juz hope she will get over it soon..
hope she don't waste her time..
i am sure she will be like me when she grew older..
i believe that she will laugh at her own actions..
time will show everything..
sat..
went for chinese ip..
Madam yong ask me a question for oral..
her question is, "If u were given a choice, you will based on ur interest or salary to find your job?? "
I was stunned..i dun noe how to ans her..
what i said in class was crap..haha..
however i am sure that if i were given this chance i will based on my interest to find my job..
actually i am visualising myself that i was working with kids..
when they come into my room they felt very trouble..
they always come in with a very sad face..
as i knew that they somehow have something to hid..
they juz dun now how to express themself..
they felt very very lost..
after each session they felt much better..
it might be a long term one..
it might take months or years to recover..
but that the end of the day i felt is worth it..
as i like what i am doing..
as I enjoy what i am doing..
I hope to help the kids out there to let them know that they are not alone..
there are many ways to express their feelings..
don't hid it..
when u thought no one knows what u are hiding..
U are actually feeling lonely..
you wish it say it out..
but u are afraid that others don't believe what u are saying as u think that adults dun believe what kids say..
If i was given this choice i will choose to be a psychology..
it need not have to be inside a room..
it can be in a open space..
closer to nature..
to let the kids know that the insects were fighting very hard for their survivor..
they have to find shelter when it rains...
they have to be worry about they prey...
i have to really work hard to have this goal..
Between dream and goals is the action that you choose to take..
how determine are you..