DiDi..
don't harm urself le..
just do well for ur O'levels..okay??can??
becoz of my studies(poor results)..i didn't get what i should get..is all abt inner conflicts..no one is able to understand/help..unless we choose to let go of this matter..be coz my results i didn't get what i deserve..i don't want history to repeat..one time is enough for me.. haha..can u imagine a poor academic student is in the board exco..having poor results still can be good role model?? what a joke man..haha..juz go ahead and laugh...hahahahahahaha...what a fool i am now..think all these negative thoughts..haha..haha..i am laughing at my own mistakes...hahaha..i am going to prove to others that so what i am a sec 5 student..so what i am a sec 5 prefect..yes u might look down on me...but i dun really bother..it's doesn't matter anyway..at the end of the day..i am living my life to the fullness..doing what i can do..playing a part to the ppl around me..what about ur?? are your feeling proud being urself?? or hiding ur true self?? don't u think can't be urself is the worst thing tat can happen in ur life..take actress/actor or singer as an example.. everything had its own price.. frame= no freedom?? they might affect their family as well..media is every where..once got good information they will get the best out of it..the reporters is juz doing for their living..do u think they really enjoy gossiping about others news?? once's the news is spread out..all ur frame might be affected..see is a good news or bad news.. everyone is doing what they should be doing.. but in fact are u enjoying what u doing?? or are u doing for a stake of doing??if u happen to choose the 2nd choice..i think u will feel ur day/job/task/project is meaningless..there's no aim or goal..then what's the point of continuing it?? am i right to say tat?? i had chosen he 1st choice:enjoying doing what i am doing... :D... i haf u to learn how to balance both prefect and studies now..:D..cheer up man..think happy thoughts...think of how many ppl will be leaving the palace with full of smiles and happiness..
cya..
enjoy ur hoildays..
