i should be contented for everything i had..

last sat have art as usual..
I felt i really thankful that i met Mr Goh..
He is quite a guy that have quite a lot of wonderful experience..
He works in a prison..i mean for teaching art..

He told me a lot of meaningful stuff..
which make me think quite a lot..

" A leader without a kind heart is nothing.."
his make me realised that i had been busing wif my work
and left out my "friendship world".
A success person knows how to lead a team..
but when stress comes..does he or she knows how to cope with it..
To be truth..i am not coping with my stress too well..
But this make me felt that it is all abt time management..
I had to really plan my time well..

Had a short msn chat with Gerlad..
"im contented, got 2 arms 2 limbs much more lucky compared to those who are handicapped"
"i realised something as well,if im not contented and i wanna be even better....i will become a very selfish person"
this 2 lines made me realised tat..
i should be contented for everything i had..
still remember the commitment i made during OBS camp..
"Appritacte everything you had..Enviroment,friends,your love ones"
these few months i kept on telling myself to do better..
Yet i always not contented..
I learnt to let go of somethings i know it can't come true..
It can't happen in real life..
Why let it kept on bothering you?? let it affect you life??
Let it go its own way..everyone has their own freedom..

I want to pass all my subject for my mid-year..
studying quite hard for it...
before it's too late..

cya..
9.17pm