OLDER POST..

Date: 2/8/07

REMEMBER OF HIM..

Today i don't now what went over me...
Suddenly i felt very guilty..
Towards someone..in my class..
She change a lot..
she is not the one i used to noe..
Maybe becoz of one accident that change her life..

Maybe if that time i help her to change..
maybe she will not be like that now..
We used to be very good friends..
After that incident, we dun often hang out like what we used to be..
Long time didn't walk home together
Long time didn't went to school together
It's a long time we had a real chat..

She hang out with another friends..
I dun noe what she is thinking..
Even when teacher scold her..
she will still had the mood to smile..
But after a while she is very quite..
i think she is feeling guilty ba..
If she still had that a bit guilty she still got help..

To be truth after i felt i had lost this friendship
i felt quite lost I dun noe to look for who
when i need some1

I noe friends who care for me..
But those friends have their own friends as well
but i noe that some of ur hate me..
That's why i didn't talk to ur..
But can tell me where did i done wrong??
What did i do that make ur so angry?

After this friendship has gone I felt quite lonely..
Rem one of e camp i attended..
Someone said: "Being a leader is often a lonely journey.."
But how many will agree with that??
Sometime i will seat at a corner..
think the fun time we had..

Remember the fun and troubles we went though together the jokes and troubles we had.. Thx for being with me that past 1 year and 8 months..

Today on my way home i picked up a e-zlin card..
is from my primary school..
KRANJI PRIMARY SCHOOL

Long time i went back is last year teacher's day
i decided to went back
To gave the card to the school
I noe the school will pass it to her..
the card i picked was a primary 6 student..

I walk from limbang to my primary school..
i felt that road i long time didn't walk le..
I felt i had forgotten how to walk to gate A le...
I had forgotten the path..
i walked one big round then reached the GateA(main gate)

While walking i recap some primary sch stuff
The fun we had.. as a class, in science club
I recap a accident which i must say sorry to that person

Maybe some of ur noe who is he
His name is Jing Yu Qiao
He is from China
rem I met him at pri sch sport meet..
He was in red house

Now he should be the same age me (age:15)
but now he is in sec 1..
that time he made me very angry
he tried to push one of my friends down the stairs
but now no news abt him le..
lost contact with him le..
should say i didn't contact him at all..

I hit him with an umbrella..
He got 3 bruise on his hand..
If time could went back to time
I wish i could say: "i am very sorry to him"

Maybe some of ur got heard abt our rumours
Abt we went steady
But actual fact we didn't..
I did not noe this rumours till i went to secondary school..
I admit i like him before..
but not now..

But does he noe abt the rumours..
Coz if have i dun noe how to face him le..
When sec1 i went back to pri sch that time was teacher's day..
I met him..on my way
We had a small chat
I don't noe that time was the last time i can met him

Coz he had left KPS when he was in primary5
If ur noe who i am toking about
If ur got his contact can tell me??
i just simlpy want to say sorry to him..

~Signing off~
6.20pm
REcap..
Enjoy ur day..

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Date: 27/7/07

Prefect's detention

Today the sec 3's prefects had our 2nd detention..1st time was last year..that time was after end-of-year exam..the whole classroom block was very noisy.. 2nd time was today.

.today although is called a detention..but somehow it turn out to be a care and share session..the session i enjoyed it..as we shoot out all the feelings and thought about what had happened on this tue..the sec4's conduct this session.. they explain and answer to all of our Q...

at e session Nathan told a story :

One day millions of starfish were found near the shore..maybe was washed up during the high tight...there's a little boy saw this and went to pick up every single starfish he saw..& threw it into the sea...as far and possible..There is a old man who saw the whole process of him throwing every starfish into the sea...he asked the little boy " there's millions of starfish here..are u going to pick every single one up..by that time..they might already die..." the little boy replied " although there are millions of starfish here..but i did my best to make them survive..i know i can't save the millions of starfish but at least i save 5% of it.."

This make me understood that although there are more students then prefects..but if we tried our best to lead them back to the correct track..For example we can't tell everyone to pull up their socks but at least we help the 5% of the students in KSS....

Being a prefect isn't just to make sure the pupils are in the popper grooming..but as well to guide them..
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(i knew that people are reading . i knew that many people will have opinions on my thoughts. but this written here is only my opinion. )

AS a NA student:I know that some of the NA students are very difficult to handle...To Prefects: "but have u wonder why they don't one to listen to u? " er..maybe the prefects should use soft approach to approach them..Although sometimes we tend to don't listen, but if u respect us..we will respect u as well.. Maybe u nagged at us..don't know how many times already but we still dun 1 to listen..we (NA) tend to be so noisy as we still got time to spare..then my class no need to take N level also..then 3 more years to O level..hai..still long time la... Next year study also can ma..that wat NA mind set..i think.. If someone shout at me tell me to tuck in my shirt, i will felt "bu suang"- not happy..the more u shout at me..i will tuck out some more..

AS a prefect: Being a prefect isn't a easy task..Who don't know that..but why can't the students put themselves in our shoe and think what we feel..sometimes i felt very unless..when i can't make this student to stop for example bring food out of the canteen... But at first place why bring food out of the canteen?? No space to seat?? or get used to it?? how to get used to it??--- by doing everytime...Do u know that we don't really like to "force" ur back to the canteen.. ur guys know the school rule..why not follow it?? YA..then if everyone did that..the school need prefect for what..Sometimes, prefects gave ur chances..not we didn't see but as in we know ur are mature enough to think..If i everyday shout at you..very sian1 ma..ur guys also don't like it 1 ma..
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Today care and share..truly i felt after this session..i felt a bit bond..maybe not as bond as SSC/ CCA..but maybe what we do all days is doing what ppl hate.. doing some stuff that always related to school..but not sort of having fun together..having the laughter..the happiness..as a family..but felt sort of "alone" work..i suggested that maybe camps can bond..something like OBS..or the cheers camp..like last year..the chicken thingy..the currently sec 3 and 4 prefects who went for the camp should able have some memories..that time everyone had so much fun..AGREE??..middle of the night..wake up to steal the chicken..wake 3 times..but sadly the classroom they were sleeping e doors were locked..Lyn & me..will not forget one loh..the cheer we will not forgot!! We even gilsVS boys..until the sec 4(pass out last year) felt very noisy sia..

WE FEEL GOOD! (clap X1)

OH WE SO GOOD!! AR!!

OH WE FEEL SO!

OH WE FEEL SO!

OH WE FEEL SO GOOD!! AR!!AR!!AR!!

~SIGNING OFF~

Cya 8.53pm

HAppy..

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date:24/7/07

enough lecture 4 me todae..

today isn't a very good day..for me..

early in the morning kana "lecture"

the lecture was a wrong way to "Scold" us

to express wat they r thinking..
most of them are quite angry

or u can say all of them were very angry

I was one of them who were angry

some of us did try their best

okay la can say sometimes i close one eye

but doesn't mean ur could say such harsh words..

it's hurts u noe??

after that we had ss period

kana scolding by faz for not doing Hw haizz..

almost half of the class was standing up..

not becoz we dun1 to do..

becoz sort of weird..

grading others ppl work

after recess..

sci bio... lecture again!!

say we did not quite well for our bio CT
why didn't study for the test..

e ppl in my sci bio class

not we dun 1 to study

is that she too late

then say what need to be tested..

is juz 2 period before CT..

how to remember so much stuff..

Sry to those i gave them "attitude" todae..

i wasn't a very good mood..

i had never been sooo angry till so far..

till now my anger still haven drop into half..SRY!!

~signing off~

7.55pm

ANGRY

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date: 23/7/07

LOST

last friday (20/7/07)
have English oral..

it is quite okay..

kana a strict teacher

i think i will do very badly..

but today i got my results..

i glad i managed to pass..

i got 20/40..
is it quite badly done..

on last friday GB have a farewell dinner

for the sec 4&5 everything went on quite smoothly..

we had lots of fun..
playing..

BBQ..eating

i remember the last programme before prize giving was dressing up

the pass out seniors came back to dress up our dear sec 4&5

we dress up them with news paper..

things we made for them..

some dress up with colour paper,some put on crown..

we had lots of fun..

Now is the prize giving time..

all the girls look forward to give the cards they had made for their seniors..

inside these cards were short messages written by the girls

these messages were the words we want to tell them..

EG: thx for everything u had done, i will miss u, take care, gd luck for ur O'levels..

these message made these simple looking cards very special..

when we gave it to our seniors i felt that we were very lucky to have these seniors

without them the days in GB will not be so fun..

Don't you all agree, girls?

It was quite late..

we all pack up, clean the place up..

suddenly my tears just drop without control

i went to a corner..

when i turn around i saw all the sec 3's cried

all 4 of us seem to miss them a lot..

all of us cried as if they going to leave us le..

thought we will not see them le..

the sec 4's gave all the sec 3's hugs..

that hug with them.. i will never forget one..

i remember what pastor Ben had said

People had to leave someday they had to improve themselves..

that day afternoon before i went to seat for my oral

i told Ms Leong that i afraid i will cry that night..

she told me..

people come,people go

so treasure the people you had now..

i know what she mean

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last Sat (21/7) we had our pass our parade (P.O.P) this is a time to say goodbye to the seniors.. i will miss them for sure!! they let me felt GB is a united CCA we had FRIENDSHIP, CARE, HAPPINESS thanks to them i felt i had really choose the correct choice.. our motto: EVERY GIRLS' A LEADER. Congrats to all who got their badges and their certificates

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Today (23/7) During Chinese lesson 3F watched a movie it reminds me of lots of things.. i will not say wat i had remember but i had to tell everyone.. TREASURE THE TIME REGARDS WITH UR FRIENDS OR FAMILY MEMBERS.. WHO KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN TML.. therefore live as if there is no tml... do what u can do today this will not made you live with regret.. Today although is a short time with your guys but i felt it a long time i had so much fun.. Thanks Winston, Gregory, Gabriel, Aaron..ect

To KL: Get well soon..need any help juz give me a call..u noe my number..

~signing off~
fun, enjoys
5.06pm

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date: 19/7/07

MISS U SENIORS

times flies real fast

in the next 24 hours

going to say farewell to the sec 4 and 5 seniors

its too fast when they leave

GB gonna be very very quiet

& i bet all the juniors will miss them

don't forget the sec3's as well as the teachers

Without them is a bit wired

i will miss all my seniors for sure

i will miss wei shan jokes

Soeng May and Hui Ling teaching drills

Shirley,Dorothy,Tracy - Do ray me

Jeanie and Wan Zhen- Best friends forever lots lots more..

I am going to miss U!!

Hope to see ur guys soon..

maybe not so soon

Looking forward to sch NDP

Coz some of ur will be joinning us again

I am looking forward to that..

Tml will be the last dinner
I think am going to cry

I will try to hold back my tears

my mind full of images

abt the time we had at

the old folks home painting

carecom service

camps

GB captain ball game

the drills competition

lots more..

Gd luck to u, seniors i will miss you Jia You!!

~signing off~

Cya Miss u..

sad 11.06pm

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Date: 17/7/07

CARELESS

Yesterday was GB day..it was the first time standing in front of the whole school..it was quite an experience for it..it was quite scarily..i did not expect there is so much people... when i when up..i felt a bit lost.. coz i dun really noe how loud is the mike..then..if i stand too near it will be very loud..i think back on St John day..the mike was quite loud then i choose to stand further.. when i said school pls stand..my mind was toally blank..i remember my steps..as i rehearsal lots of time at home..but was too scared to sing the national anthem..but i remember thx to one of the flag barrier, Nathan, who sang the national anthem while pulling the Singapore flag..the whole process was quite okay..just too scared..coz is my first time...

The days before GB Day..i had been thinking... what if that day rain.. adv: i need not say the commands..then no need to worry abt i said wrong commands.. Dis: the rehearsal had gone to waste..

If that day didn't rain..Adv: We can show how GB girls was..how good they were..then our extra drills practice won't went down to waste..and our girls is the best..in my mind..

Yesterday, actually i need to do art project one..but the art room was not open..and the team members was not free..therefore i follow the sec 2's girls to buy the stuff for the GB farewell dinner things..i brought the art work there...and u know what i actually forgot to bring it on my way home..i left it at the ten mile junction..therefore i am sorry to let the sec 2 went home their own..and i went back to collect the art pieces..it's group work!!i hope is still there when i was waiting for the LRT to ten mile junction..i was glad the art was still there..

But i am glad it was over...but it is a new beginning for me..being a leader..i must take care of the girls with all i can.. look for them to have a little chat with them... to help them when they need help..to be with them if they need supports...these is what i had feel as a junior when the sec 4&5 around...therefore this is the time i should used what i had learnt from them and apply..

TO THE GIRLS

hi girls, Well done!!what your did yesterday is better then the rehearsal..i am glad it was a success...thank God it didn't rain..JIa YOu Girls!!in whatever things your are doing..thanks Wei Shan,Soeng May,Hui ling & Jeanie for joining us.. sry i screw up a bit at the ending part..

TO sec 4&5: 3 more day to farewell dinner..

~signing off~

Cya

Take care

7.05pm

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Date: 15/7/07

TML IS GB DAY!!

Yesterday had GB meeting..We all practice for our GB day which is tml..but the band was in parade square practicing their march for school NDP..hai..i am shouting to the top of my voice..luckily the girls could hear me..thank goodness...if not today i have no voice le..

Tml is GB day le..i am going to command..i am scared as well as worried..scared because i will be standing in front of the school...worried because of the weather..worried that i will say wrong command..i must practice!! i don't one to have mistakes...brrr...shivering..

Today i had to do my art thing because tml go group meeting..at art room.. i had to check the uniform...nothing missing..polish my boots..class cleanliness stuff..lots of stuff...this Friday is 3NA oral..after that got GB farewell dinner..around 10pm then can go home ba..then the next day got pass out parade..I WILL MISS YOUR SENIORS!!

To the GB girls:

Tml is GB Day!! Jia You!! Just do ur best okay? Remember to have 90 degree bang...okay? Drink more water today..remember to polish your boots.. Let's hope tml don't rain..Tml is also O'level listening comprehension for sec 4/5...therefore here on behalf of the company i wish your all the best!! JIA YOU!! GD LUCK!! =)

~signing off~

Cya 5.09pm..

worried

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Date: 13/7/07

SHIRT

Today after school Jin Yan and me went to collect GB shirt..when reached the we saw the uncle(her husband)..he let us see the design..I didn't expect the shirt design to be like that..i told the auntie in the shop that the design is the actual size..but the design printed on the shirt is so small..i think..but u still can see the words..i thought of rejecting it..becoz the design wasn't what we thought of..and the material is not cotton is should be jer-c(don't know how to spell)..

We went back to school..On our way we were think how the teachers and the girls will react..but to our surprise they quite like the design..and Ms Leong said that the blue was quite dark but if it is lighter then the Baby blue will not stand out.. Jin Yan, Ms Leong and me felt that the yellow words stand out alot..after heard what they said i felt my t-shirt task was a success after changing lots of design..if i am not wrong we had changed 3-4 design..until Ms leong suggest we use the phrase then i thought of the words formation..then when i show it to Ms leong she say okay..that moment i say finally.. from the company till day day i am thinking how should i design the shirt..Thanks to Jin Yan, Chrismin and Siewlee giving me lots of different idea which i can improved on the design..then the final design was finally out!!Then Jin Yan and me meet up and went to make the shirt, during the June holidays..

Today we did some drills practice..the girls learnt qiute fast..tml still can do "touch up"..today shouting the commans, it was quite ok ba..i think..But my seniors said my voice too sharp..when we shout commans must put the voice as low as possible..how come no matter how many times i tired i still can't get it..hai..WHY?? then some sec4 boys from the school choir shouted the commans from outside library when i was going to shout the commans... i am damp angry as well as feeling down..i like making them look down on my cca..why i just could not get my comman as low as possible..why????ARAR!!! i feeling like shouting at them..I have friends in ur CCA too but they still respect my CCA..And i am trying to like ur CCA..felt ur CCA is not quite bad after all..until ur behave like that..it seem had to restart thinking what actually ur CCA ppl r like..But i won't let ur behavior destroy my gd thoughts of ur cca..

Around 4pm i went to GB room..decided to let this matter off...looking that the GB shirt..i had been looking and checking the shirt..then found that there's a mistake..there's 3 XL size shirt!! why?? how come...Jin Yan and me order 2 XL only..how come like tat..nv..i had settled.. i think..i am going to wear XL then Ben's wife going to wear L, which is my size.. Hope tml going to be a better day!! Got to go

~ Signing off~

9.06pm..

Sianzz..

gd nite..

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Date: 12/7/07

LACK OF SLEEP

Today i felt something missing..after think for while i noticed that Jin Yan was not in school today..But heard from Li Jing, she will be back tml..tat gd..think she went for a check up ba..i think..

After recess, i am thinking where did i put my library book?? I remember bringing to school cause i wanted to pass it to Cindy..But i just can't find that book... Maybe i have forgotten to put inside my bag?? But cannot be..i remember bring it to school!! Where the *** i put it...looking around the class but still can't find it..nevermind..later when i reach home i check is it on my table..

When i reached home it was about 3 plus..before that i went to find Ms Lee..to pass her some stuff for the sec 4&5 farewell dinner...before that me,sl and chris talked lot of stuff...this also cannot..that also cannot..hai..i know we talked very loud..if i am not wrong is after my Amath lesson and we were standing outside the 3A classroom..think i saw yiyang there..

I ate my lunch and watching TV..kept on changing channel cause no nice programmes... 5.30pm my turn to use the comp..i went to friendster to check the comments as well sent comments to others.. then i went 2 see the GB blog..okay la nothing much..then finally i am here updating my blog..

Typing my feeling and thoughts..i suddenly remember that i book i was finding was with my junior (Si Qi). i blur blur one..this kind of things also can forget..haizz...when i reached school i pass chun something and went to look for my junior(s)..but i can only see Si Qi..therefore i decided to pass the party book to her..how can i forgot!!haizz..maybe didn't sleep well the night before..cause i slept at 3.30am..doing cards for someone..I hope my effort won't go down the drain..

Tml straight after school , Jin yan and me have to go to jurong point to collect the GB company shirts... then rushed back to teach the sec 1's drills..becoz next mon is GB day!! Tml some of ur might went Lot 1 to wactch the Harry Potter movie..Hope ur could get the tickets..if not go cozway watch loh.. HOpe ur get the seat ur want ..Enjoy the movie...okay that's all for today for me..have to do 2 SS WS..tml got faz lesson..tml lower sec assembly..

Cya..
Lack of sleep Sleepy..
Zzzz Gdnite..
but i still can't sleep..
hehe.. 7.02pm


Others stuff: Today after our class CE lesson..i went to the corridoor to see where is Ms Lee..if not i will go staff room to find her..when i was looking to my left side i saw u..to my surprise u were standing there too..somehow we turn to face each other at the same time..eye contact...don't know why that feeling is back again..this is friendship or others..i don't know..my first rection was went to "hid" behind the pillar..Is the fate or what?? can someone tell me?? I should have gave him up long ago..

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Date: 11/7/07

HAI

From this post to the last post had been a very busy 6 days.. Last sat 7/7/07 as usual i had GB meeting... this date is a very nice number...hehe can go and buy 4D..haha..juz joking..i am still under age haha..GB meeting we had lots of things need to be done..

~ do something for the senior farewell dinner (can't say what is it)
~ The 'survey' form on Proverbs 31

~ Read Proverbs 1-31,write about the phrase that u felt it had spoke to u..

~ Write a report about the cemetery trip during the GB camp

that day it was raining..therefore we had foot drills indoors..there were NCC,BB..i was standing outside the art room..shouting the commans...lots of people looking at me..haizz

9/7/07: i had a oral practice with Ms Yong at 3.05pm.. the oral was quite Gd i think..

10/7/07: we had English common test..the topic all i don't really know how to write..but no choice i still have to choose one..i choose question 3..but i wrote crap..i think i will sure fail again..the GB sec2 girls have their meeting for the farewell dinner..i went to have a look.. and that day i found the GB blog.. http://www.girlsbrigade50.blogspot.com/

11/7/07: today we had to rush the art project we had..coz the deadline is next Tue..so we plan to have a meeting on next Mon, 16/7..13/7 is Haiqel birthday..don't know what i can buy for him.. today when i was walking home..i am deciding which way should i walk? Limbang pass through the Yew Tee CC or should i walk pass through the church?? i decided to walk pass the church..then got 1 girl caught my attention.. she was walking behind her mother..but it was quite far..ard 1 meter..i am thinking how can a mother leave her 2 years old daughter behind walking alone..Suddenly to my surprise, she vomit... my first reaction was running toward the girl..i asked her if she was alright?? she didn't reply me..she just stand there a few minutes then ran toward her mother..i told mother that she had vomited behind..she looked quite surprised..then thanks me for telling her..i gave some tissue paper to let her wipe her daughter's shoe..then she thanks me once more..i told her welcome.. Then i went home..on the way thinking..maybe i was wrong about her mother..she just walking fast to the shop nearby..i think..which mother don't like her child..i was quite glad that i had 'help' that girl.. today i had just update the GB blog..hope i didn't have any typo error..i end my thoughts here..

Cya..

Take care..

9.16pm..

glad.. Zzz

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Date:4/7/07

SIAN

Hi guys how's school for you today? To me is quite okay.. went i reached school, I and Stella have a committie meeting.. almost everyone attended.. that's Good!!.. Math: teaching A-math chapter 3.. it's was ok so far.. hope will still understand what Ms Yap is teaching.. Chinese lesson: class do chinese letter writting.. about live earth.. about saving the earth.. how can we do a part to save our earth.. today wed.. no plactic bags.. hai.. recess time actually want to go library to print the research pictures..then it's closed.. hai.. then i went to gb room to do sweep the floor..make sure it's clean..plus plus..Art lesson..as usual do our own stuff.. group work.. sian.. sci bio go throught sci WS.. eng we recap our oral thingy..

After school, A-math students had our lesson..Ms Yap was not there..she went to her don't know N or O level oral thingy.. then another teacher come in to teach us.. only around 13 students attented.. hai.. sian..lesson so boring..

After than i went to check out my sec 2 gb girls.. as they r planning for sec 4 & 5 farewell dinner.. they planned quite well..i think.. how it will be a successful 1..What i saying.. Every year is always a successful one.. Hope ur had enjoyed ur day today..typing minutes for the committie meeting..changes of duties..Cya your guys tml..

~signing off~
7.57pm

Sian

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Date: 2/7/07

HI!!

Hi guys.. how's your one week two days of school so far? i hope you enjoyed it.. Ever since the holidays started i am always busy with somethings..G.B camps, Going to my anuty house to take care of my biao ge 2 sons (at least for 1 week 4 days), making of G.B company shirt, going to malaysia to see my grandmother, A/E math Ip coaching, Art IP....ect.. sorry if i didn't contact if anyone..

Here's my june holidays plan:

26/5/07 ~ G.b flag day at cck control station..

27/5/07 ~ Do the last minute check whether miss out anything for the G.B camp..
28/5/07 ~ Do OBS reflection for Mr Yeo

9/5/07 ~ Math olympiads 9am to 11am

30/5/07 ~ Go Seng Song buy G.B camp stuff..eg breakfast, waterbags for water bomb

31/5/07 ~ Revise E math.. (coz i fail)

1/6 ~ SYF showcase 3.30pm meet at foyer.. help out till 10pm plus.. wear blazer..

2/6 to 4/6 ~ G.b company camp

5/6 ~ do job scope for cleanliness committie, sent to Melissa & revise chapter 1 of A-math

6/6 ~ Went to aunt house & do bio TYS

7/6 ~ E-math IP coaching 8am to 9.30am & Art IP 9am to 6pm

8/6 ~ Art IP 9am to 3pm plus

9/6 to 10/6 & 12/6 to 13/6 ~ sleep over night at aunt house
14/6 to17/6 ~ Do hoilday homework, revised math

18/6 ~ Do debrief for G.B camp..

19/6 to 20/6 ~ Malaysia 2D1N

21/6 ~ went to jurong point to check price of the T-shirt with Jin Yan

22/6 ~ Do G.b shirt design

23/6 ~ Home tution

24/6 ~ Do last minute HW

25/6 ~ school reopen!!

26/6 ~ Prefect photo taking

28/6 ~ committee photo taking

30/6 ~ Cultural Fiesta Day

1/7 ~ make G.B company shirt 28pcs with Jin Yan.. Thx for going with me..

3/7 ~ Prefect meeting This is my plan so far.. this week is upper sec assembly.. 77 ~ G.B meeting

9/7 ~ 3.05pm meet Ms Yong for Oral practice

13/7 ~ collect comapny shirt at Jurong Pont after school..

14/7 ~ Practice for GB day..

16/7 ~ GB DAY!!

20/7 ~ EL english 2.30pm

21/7 ~ GB POP

HOpe today you had enjoyed your day!! Cya tml.. JIA YOU Senior!! GD LUCK for your O levels or N level..

~ SIgning off ~

8.05pm

Fan.. =(

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Date: 27/6/07

last day before June school Holidays...

Today is a busy day for me..running here and there.. legs told me that they are tired.. 7am meet at school for packing of primary school goddies bags...7.20am to 8am meet Ms leong for g.b stuff...8am-9am giving out of consent form for g.b flag day (8am to 1pm) plus company camp (2/6 - 4/6).. 9am-11am: math trainning at ITC 2...11am to 2.15pm is the school event.. 2.30pm meet parent session..

The event was quite a sucess..gald.. i was in the giving of prize.. hai..didn't listen carefully then gave out wrong prize.. some of the prfects were seating at the backstage..waiting for our hint to go to stage..hai..bored..nothing to do.. then we all started to chat.. hehe..quite fun la.. chat abt the stories abt the sch.. our CCA.. ghost stories.. hehe..

I had quite a tiring day.. but still having lot's of fun.. hai.. I didn't went to class the whole day..anyone know what's the homework for June holidays? This Friday is school SYF showcase..got prefect duty..

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Date: 23/5/07

LONELY

Today to me isn't a good day.. i felt quite left out..lonely.. the odd 1.. i can't blame anyone..only can blame myself.. i know i don't really speak up.. therefore some of your don't know what i was really thinking.. to be truth i wish to hang out with ur guys too.. who don't one to have good friendship.. i bet there's no one..

Friends have their own friends too... i can't stop what they wanted to do.. Making friends is a choice.. up to you whether you want to be that person friend or not..

I was alone for almost all the lesson today.. tricia and pat was not around.. jin yan and friends were talking as a group.. i don't one to intrup them.. math training at ITC 1 siti was not here..i was alone again.. but bio lesson i must really thanks jin yan for grouping with me.. thx.. it means a lot to me.. i also wish to thanks pat for lending me her comic books.. these comic books help me pass the time without thinking of anything.. juz stess ba..i think..after school i when home with my understudy.. Jia Ying from 2F... we chat on the way to bus stop.. i glad that she accompany me..

After math training, i went to art room to get the last 15 mins of lesson.. by the time i reached there.. they had already started painting.. pat was not there again.. i sat near athirah table.. watching how they painted their face..lonely again..

Today bio lesson we leant how to make soap... the smell was terrible.. but i hope the results is good.. i had a horrible stomach ache from the math traning to home.. now i am better le.. gald that it was over!!

~signing out~

Lonely night

9.25pm

Gd Night..Zzz

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Date: 21/5/07

SIANZZ...

hi..how's sch? For me ok la..today morning had a brefing at hall for the cultral fiestia (smt like that..don't know how to spell..).. This year is change to day time..instead of night time..but i still prefer night time..hehe..don't know why.. Today me and siti, only Na, went to math training at ITc 2.. the math actually wasn't so diffcult as i think, is A-math..i notice that it is easier than the last 2 years..and the speed was right..manage to understand everything he was teaching.. now i noticed that A-math wasn't so diffcult after all..just that must practice more.. Hai..until now haven class photo taking yet..so sian.. i don't really like IT lesson..

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Date: 19/5/07

SAD T_T

After getting our results,i knew i had done really badly..but i did not think that i will get so low..i got 37th postion for class..I was shocked..i never thought getting the last 5th postion..i cried on my way home.. i didn't went home straight..staying the the void deck don't feel like going home yet..therefore i went to the basketball court which in near our school..I saw Kai ling..Suddenly I felt i really need her acompany.. I walk across my class boys,who were playing there,and bust out my tears once again when I reached her..

She called Tricia to acompany me.. we all meet at limbang mac.. She was with her friend too..her friend was very shy..Tricia and KaiLing chat a lot..laughing together with her friend.. while all i can do is seat quietly beside them to calm myself down..

After I went home alone..thinking what and how i can improve..i was terrible shocked and scarded.. i don't know how to face my parents.. but i told myself i was took this as a lesson..and pull up my socks before it was too late..there's still PPR 2 and End of year exam..i still got chance before is too late..I MUST IMPROVE MY E/A MATH, SCI PHY...

~Signing off~

Moddy

Going to rain

Cya, 6.55pm

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Date:18/5/07

HI GUYS

hi guys..

i am writing this post at school ITC 2..hope ur had got the results u want..i didn't really study..therefore i can't blame other bit myself for failing..i total had failed 4 subjects abd only pass 3..shocking? i was shocked tat my E & A math had failed very badly..even worst my favourite and best subject had got only 55 maks (the paper only,haven add cA1)..so how r ur guys results?


Remember i had over slept on my last paper and 16/5/07 (wed)..i woke at 7am..i felt very tired ba..dun feeling to wake up..then 7.10am duty start..but i had to be late..7.20am then reached sch..the sch gate was about to close..

Last paper was MCQ paper for sci phy and bio..luckily my mum called and ask y i am still at home..as my sis had ended her exams, she no need to go to school..I wasn't very awake..still blur..before my mum called, I even told my maid to wake me at 7.30am..

I had to plan my time very well..as i had quite a lot of stuff to do..design G.b company T-shirt, sent Mr Siah class cleanliness reports..Yesterday i had stay up to 2am plus to finish the reports.. felt a bit tired now..but it's ok..i had done my job..

Sometimes i had been thinking..should i do these stuff? DO for wat? but i still decided to do..as is my "job"..

I had been missing something..to me i think to friendship ba..Althought there's friends beside me..but i had felt quite loney..As my friends had their friends..and some got boy friend..therefore I don't one to be the odd person..i had spent less time with my friends..so it's okay that they had found their really best or good friends..i didn't really be there for them..their friends sure had done a better job for them..


Normally, when i had no duty..i dun feel like eating as there is no one with me..every thing feel so strange to me..as if i had not been to these few place before..i don't know anyone there.. Eveything seem to to unfailmar me.. I knew these people, i knew these place but i some how felt i had a long long time didn't really seat down with my friends to chat or eat..it's had been a really really long time..to me..


I am quite tried le..i don't feeling to do anything just let me stay in a dark, lonely coner..i afraid of darkness..i afraid of being lonely..but i had no choice..

My MP3 is my best friend..I often listen to music when i am down or loney.. 9.33FM is my friend too..it play an important part of my life..without 9.33FM..i don't know the songs..i don't the plp actually had someone they had to care for..without it i will be very lonely when it reaches mightnight..


People i cared: Family members, class 3F and 3G, sec 2's, G.B girls



~Signing off~
Cold morning
Cya, 8.36am
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Date:20/2/07

HAPPY CHINESE EVERYONE

Hi everyone,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO U!! so long did not update my blog so sorry...as my internet spoil..so far hope ur get lots of hong bao!! enjoy ur holidays..1 more day left..tml school `reopen` le..must work hard ok?..hehe..doing last min homework..if u are doing last min homework too..hope it can be done!!
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Date:19/10/06

Results

Hi, everyone how’s your exams results..hm..my results were quite ok..but of couse still can be improve if I had started earlier rather then started 1 week before the first paper started..some careless mistakes like math..i blur blur de.. Paper 2 didn’t do the last Question, 8 marks juz like that gone..Nvm..Had pass le..here are my results:


Chinese :
listening compre-8/10
paper 1- 50/70
paper 2- 42/60
oral- 40/50

English:
paper 1- 31/60
paper 2- 45/80
Oral- 28/30 ( I think )

Science:
phy- 24/50 (sad I fail )
chem- 34.5 (luckily this help me pull up my science grades)

History:
Section A- 5/10 (hai..juz pass)
Section B- 32/60

Math:
Paper 1- 42/50
Paper 2- 31/50

Lit: 47/70

Art: 85/100


HoPe ThAt YoUr Still get the results your wanted..those was has fail some subjects..try harder next year..ok? Your had tried your best le..so don’t take in heart..just think that I will do better next year..hai.. I don’t understand why parents like to compare results de.. why sometimes they cannot felt that is our limit..but do understand that they hope we can survive in the future..Today the sec 2 have a programe..actually I was not very in mood to listen to the "teacher"..how can we listen while we were worried about results..

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Date: 12/10/06

Hi EVERYONE

hi,


creating tis blog..after exams..very funny rite?..haha..nvm..finished exams le but dun noe how is my restults..hopefully won't be bad..i want to choose art,history and sci bio+phy..thinking ab the times in primary having fun 2gather..