this week very very busy..

Wed- 26/8
had english O'level Oral..
i got a ang-mo examiner..
felt scary..
and nervous too..
i screwed it up.. :(
it's ok..
what had happen already happened..no point thinging abt it =)
look forward ..look ahead..

thur- 27/8
Chinese perlims 2 paper..
paper 1 was ok..
i think i wrote too much extra info..
then didn't have e time to re-read to check my compo..
paper 2
i felt my eyes lid were very heavy went i was reading the second MCQ comprehension..
until is like about the last 30 mins then i was fully awake..
then my handwriting was terrible...
my half-awake hand writing is very messy...
and i was the lot sec 5 in the hall for night study..
felt a bit lonely..
and the sec 4 express sat ard me very noisy..
the girls chat things that do not concern abt studies..
i was so irrated that i put on my ear piece..
and still can hear them chating..
feeling like leaving at 7.30pm..
however i stayed..
but no mood to do math le..
so back to do History..

fri-28/8
history class test..
i mixed up the factors..
and this made me more confused!!!
next fri have war in pacific..
gosh..dun noe want to study or not??

sat -29/8
Morning went for GB >>>
then long time did like fall in as a contigent for reporting for attendence..
miss those days..
then we had the "attire marthon"
1st-pink t-shirt..
2nd-full u..
3rd-mufit...
abt what pic we took today..
go and see in the this yearbk =)
then meet up with shergi..
erm..haha.smth happen..
i believed that we both learnt something frm that incidence
haha...wonder how is the doggy..haha..

maybe i will just go nursing maybe in NPY or NP..
feeling lously for my math now..

anyone know how to keep ourself awake during lesson..
esp after recess..
beside not eating too full..haha..

teachers's day performance not bad..
only 1 group ba..singing skills not very comfortable for listening..
coz too high pitch..
the restt well done =)
must come and watch =)

next week going to a busy? scary? excited? Lucky? unlucky?
but what i know is that time is running out..
i got so much things to catch up before the perlims 2..
i decided to retake my chinese O'level..
erm..
actually i want to score my chinese...
this year i only have eng,emath,sci(bio/phy) & chinese
i should be thankful that i had taken my O'level Art last year..
and i also drop my Amath..
and i told myself that i will get A for my Emath for O'level..
others have FnN and Amath..yet they still do so well...
then something is really wrong with me..
is my lazliness..
and not consistant enough!!

Come on siewyi do you want to do so badly..
do you want to go to the course u like..
yes..i know that you want to go nursing..
however score well for ur O'level..
there will be more choice for you to choose..
where's ur own commitment??
do you remember you want to do somthing abt service??
Mangement?? come on!!!
Don't you want to take care of ppl??
you told yourself that u want to be a good leader..
so others won't suffer under "bad & nasty" boss..
where's yours confident went to??
where's you dream BIG and do IT attitude??

JIA YOU SIEWYI..
I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT..
AND YOU WILL DO IT!!
DON'T LET YOUR TEACHERS DOWN..
DON'T LET PARENTS DOWN...
MOS OF ALL DON'T LET YOURSELF DOWN!!

on mon something funny in class..
after sch Mr Tan was not in school for his IP..
then Mr Low came in..
the classroom was very quiet as the fnN students all went to do their course work
everyone was doing their own things
gerald was listening his MP3 and doing his math..
and suddenly he shouted, "Oh Shit, damp it.. i Just brought one!!"
first impression we all thought that he dropped his MP3 or Hp..
then he bend down to pick it up..
what he drop was just a G2 black pen..
everyone in the class were laughing and "cursing" him for scaring us..
he didn't know that he said his thought so loud..haha
this reminds me of last year when i had to attend the "study group" for the N'level one..
then jinyan was listeing to music inside her phone..
the room was air-condition and very quiet
then she called my name very loudly..
haha..shocked!!>.< haha..

on tue played bball during PE..
it wasn't as rough as the boys..
played with amy,lyn,yunying,Val,caro,jinyan & izzah
however it was fun..haha..

on wed is the release for O'level chinese results..
Sadly to say that i only got a b4..
wasn't what i had in mind..
and u know what happen??
when i went to see my results from madam yong..
i took a peek at shergi results..
then i was so gald for her that i ran back to "slide" on the wooden floor on my knee cap
and slap her leg..(opps..too violent)
and i injured myself..haha..stupid right??
haha..guess i was too happy for her ba..haha
after much struggling i decided to retake the chinese paper..
i will get a B3!!
thanks advice from shergi,beeleng,amy,madam yong, ms leong and madam normala..
and night study very less ppl came..

on thur
night study on have like 4 5A students came..
and is Ms Lai bithday too..

oh no the thunder just roar..
kk...going to stop here..
dun one to stay alone here..
cya...

4 more weeks to Perlims..
next wed Eng Olevel oral.
and next thur is the perlims for chinese.. =)
jia you!!

sat..after meeting ms lim..

Finally blogger is better le =D
can upload pic le...
below is the prefect board EXCO..

taken with Mr How..
i believe he will sure be a good guide and help to the school..
the one is blazer is the current Board EXCO..
the one is sch uniform is the next Year exco.. =D
I HAD STEP DOWN LE!!!ya..
is my task completed?? Not sure..
however now my focus is on O'levels!!!!

today must really thanks sher gi and Ms lim and Ms Lai
i promised that i will really work very hard to improve my english..
I am really very grateful of the effort and time they "invest" on us..
thanks a lot teaches and friends
thanks for support me through out the years in kranji..
and the past few months is very demoralising
as my results does not reflect my effort..
NOW o'LEVEL COME FIRST!!MUST FOCUS!!

this coming wed is the releasing of O'level chinese results..
if i get B4 i will sure retake..
if is B3 i might consider.. =D

O'level oral coming up..
next mon is the first day..
mine is on 26/8 =D
jyjy!!

every song reminds me of the happy moments we went through..

this week very lost..
maybe too tired le..
how i can forget to bring my wallet to sch for straight 4 days..
haha.. these few days not only blogger have problem then facebk pic also have problem..

today is once again having history SEQ test..
it quite funny when we know we do not like the subject yet we study so hard for it..
haha..must thanks to Mr Ashley Tan..
that's the motivtion he gave us..
then next week have SS SEQ test =D

anyway it's finally friday!!
today is the sch ITC sharing..
haha..i rememeber the days when i helped out the sharing..haha...
i did ushering.. also "lift lady"..
"lift lady" is very scary "job"
u have to ask which level they wish to go
and must sort of report now we are at level 2..
and is very stuffy as well..
but this year is very formal..
everyone have to wear blazer..wao..
very formal..in this kind of hot weather still must wear blazer..pity them..
esp who usher the VIPs..as she/he don't have tea break..

on tue
played captain ball during PE lesson..
accidently knock on the bench..
now got a half of a plam size bruise..
haha..didn't notice until beeleng told me at the following day..

on wed
is my turn to say plege again..
long time didn't stand in front of the whole crowd to say plege..
very nervous..
if jerome and lijie wasn't there to prom me..
i will sure shock and forgot what i need to say..
after going so many time in the begining of the year and last year i still afraid haha..
didn't practice..didn't know that the plege taking will be conducted in the parade square..
rushed to find the flag bearers too..
and i found out that i can't study at home..
as i didn't go for night study
i tried to go according to plan..
however it didn't work..
so i guess i really need to go for night study
as i find it very useful to me..
when i see others studying..
it motive me to study as well.. =D

founf this

happy birthday s'pore

happy 44th birthday Singapore!!
happy bithday to gregory and my cousin too..
just now watch the parade at home..
i felt very excited when i saw the marching contingent.
haha..trying to find my junior, mandy inside..haha..
actually saw her when the GB contingent march pass the president
this yr marching is tougher then lasy yr..
not only need to salute
and also have ard 3-4 bei-loks(have to turn together)..
not easy...have arm swings too..
it let me feels like i was in the parade too..
i mean like i was marching..haha..lol..
my memories of last year marine bay marching kept on coming out..
miss those moments..
where we had so much fun and running together..haha..out laughter and the funny faces..and the jokes..it seems that it just happen..
is like the parade just ended yesterday..
its just that time passed very fast..haha..
looking at this yr parade..
lots lots memorable memories just come out..


Combined Rehearsal 3: Overview


backstage..what's actaully happen before the performance..


NDP 09 march pass (combine rehesal 3)

Thoughts of NDP'09 Participants
(Part 1/4)

(Part 2/4)

(Part 3/4)

(Part 4/4)

Interview with Various Sergeant Majors


have to move on...
have to forcuz..
but it is so hard..
how??
i don't know..
not enough determination to keep me going..
jia you!!
just take it as a break..
just enjoy urself these few days..

NDP 08 videos

GOH forming up before going to parade-
5 Jul at Suntec City Convention Centre



i like the ending..where is shows many many group photos..haha...our wonderful moments..i feel so proud that i can be invloved last yr..


still remember that day was drizzling..

the day on NDP preview..marching to marine bay frm suntect...
gb is at back...after ncdcc..before scouts.. =d

today is the sch leaders' day cum national day celebration..
i dun noe..
just felt that i should move on..
it's time the new leaders to meet their challenges..
can't really control my emotions..

yesterday was the only reheasal we had..
then my and yihan was guiding them where to walk, where to turn..
that's call team work!!
haha..
thanks for giving such a good weather today..
thanks Mr How..
Thanks yihan, keith, hwaiyi, kai yi and joyce..
thanks for making my path as an EXCO member very challenging and fun and memborable..
althought its just a simple walk pass..
but really really thanks sch for having this parade..
thanks a lot..
thanks sch for buy mac and ice-cream for us..
thanks teachers for guiding us thru out this journey..
thanks for marcus for making keith's day so happy..
Marcus, next yr keith won't be their to play with you le..
must learn when to be serious and when to be fun..
it's so happy to see your grew so much..
form the day your become understudy..till now..
when your came for ur interview..
haha..i will never forget that interview in that library..
it was very funny..they way ur speak..
your used to be scard, loss, cute, funny, quite..
then now haha..your come and "bully" your seniors haha..

To the NEW EXCO '2010:
(azfar,nat,kailing,najiha,sean)
it's okay.. dun care about their comments.. do you think you did the right thing, just go ahead to do it.. yes others may not like it..and youself will hate what you had did but it;s okay.. someone have to be the bad guy..your must work together okay..
although your may have conflict between each other but no matter what your are the leaders of the school.. your must remember your are the EXCO..remember that your are important.. Prefects need your help..they need your support.. they need you to help them..when somethings goes wrong, how they wish their seniors are with them to help them..even the results are not good, dun give up,,give urself a few days break and start all over again.. this does not only apply for ur studies but also the challenges your will be facing in the next 1yr or so.. to be truth its not easy to work alone.. your are not alone..your have each other to relay on.. your must support each other on the way.. this path will not be easy.. yes trust me not easy.. i been thru more then your.. i seen many many seniors come and go..but some of them left a good impression for their jurniors..some left bad impression.. at the end of the day what do your want to leave? what legacy??
i know that this yr board is very chaos at the begaining..we were shocked when we heard that mr siah left during dec.. at that moment i just noticed that the prefectorial had relay on him too much.. he help us done lots of things.. don you think so?? yes Mr how will be supporting your this year.. NEW EXCO, dun let us down ok?? pass on the legacy.. legacy to lead, legacy that ur prefect mentor left for you, pass on ur passion to lead..

today after the parade we were taking photos every where..
haha..no ones wish to leave...
i went to hug ke xin..
we both broke down..
cindy and me cried too..
(gosh is so hard to hold back my tears)
i dun know is too happy or is it sad that we will be walk our own path next time..

i just know that if i were given a second a choice i will still walk this path...

thanks Madam Lee for guiding us, for protecting us, for scolding us, for telling us the corect way we should be as a leader

Thanks ms leong, thanks ms lee,
thanks for giving me a chance to lead the company, thanks for forgiving me when i am wrong, thanks for guiding me along the way, thanks for making every effort to attend the meeting at HQ, thanks for being so understanding, thanks for so caring, thanks for scarifce your personal time for us..thanks for bring me from a no confident student to a confident person..

thanks GB girls
SEC1,gladys, wen lin ,weeping,yee hua,Diana,regina,ke xin, xing ying, mandy, Cindy, si qi, li qi, zi wei..
i know that it's sad to say good bye..i will sure miss you all.. thanks for supporting and worked with us along this journey.. althought it was 2007 when i took the role as a company leader, sorry that i was loss, sorry to weishan that i did not lead as well as ur were, sry to disappoint ur when ur came back to see us, to teach us drills,sry to trouble ur even your step down, when your were preparing for ur O's.. thanks girls,,the fun we had, the argument we had, the camps we had, the wating we had, i will sure will never forget about it..

thanks Mr sim,
thanks for talking to me when i was sec 3..i remember that day we were celebrating the teachers day..thanks for showing ur care and love for me even i was not ur student in sec 3..thanks for showing care and concern for me..

Thanks Mr ho CF,
althought you left us during sec 1.. i still remember that you were in charge of the Boys' brigade.. thanks for being strict to us..when we were so childish..haha.. sorry for often kade u angry as we didn't hand in our work on time..

thanks ms elinee tok,
thanks for the paitient you have.. you are the 1st teacher that came in to our class on the 2nd day of sch in sec 4..you made ur lesson very interesting and fun..thanks for the effort and time you spent for us...still remember u made the effort to be close with us..remember that you asked me "what type of teacher do you like", My ans: friendly and paitient.. you even told the class that you dun have much paitient, however from the way u treat us, the way u talk to us.. i really felt that your are really very paitient.. without u waring us how important in N'neve; i would never know that it's not easy..

Thanks Mr siah,
thanks for supporting us no matter what happen, thanks for believe in us, thanks for letting us to handle the challenges, thanks for hadling the trouble makers..thanks for condcting dententions..

thanks ms falizin,
thanks for scolding us..thanks for coming to teach us when u were not feeling well..thanks for teaching the skills over and over again..it's disaapointed when u didn't teach us for sec 4..

thanks mr How, thanks ms low, thanks ms foo, thanks Mrs tay, thanks madam lin, thanks Ms Ng, thanks mr benson, thanks Ms lai, thanks prefects,

thanks krajians for saying hi to me when your saw me..
your simple greeting made me feel happy.. ur brighten up my day..
thanks to the sec 1/2 wondering whether i am sec 5 or not..haha..
thanks for letting me leave the board with happiness..
thanks for saying hi to me..
sry for shouting ur sometimes...
thanks for being in this sch..
making my task as a prefect a challenge...

thanks to all my friends
thanks for being understanding..
thanks shergi for walking with me when i am down when i need help when i need a listening ear when i need someone to talk to, thanks for giving me ur view thanks for giving me advice- dun be too good..thanks for walking and accompany with me to buy my court shoes yesterday after school(6/8)...

sometime i really dun noe how to repay the kindness,care and support your gave me..

it's really time to let go..
if ur have any problem/trouble fell free to come to look for us..
going to very busy in the up coming months..
frm now, NEW LEADERS is ur turn to lead
in ur turn for u to experience what we had experinece.
it's time to challenge ur limt.. :D
it's time for you to meet your stress and pressure too..

today went limbang
yesterday recieved a msg from zhi xian...
meet at limbang mac at 1pm..
so i was late..
i rushed there asap le..
then everyone was doing their own things..
then after wasting so much time..
decided to start planning le.. :D
tmr prepared to stay back.. :P

Today GB sec4&5 POP..
Cindy was not here with us..
she was one 1 week MC..
it's ok she will be back on mon :D
It has been a time i wore the GB uniform..
i really miss the days in NDP..
the fun and laughter..
and in the GB 50th..
and managed to get GOLD award for the company..
then frm no confident to now..
frm sec 1 to sec 5..
frm loss to found purpose in life..
frm afraid to willing to try
frm quiet to now still quiet??
frm a big team to a small team
frm a quiet coy to crazy to even quiet coy
it has been a long journey in GB..
5 years..is long?? nope..ms leong & ms lee is the longest :D

today didn't ry..
think the atmosphere is not there..
i mean the sad and goodbye atmosphere..
i think i will cry on the farewell dinner..
which will be held at the end on O level and after Alevel too
so that yr 2 JC seniors can come back..
Rong ying!! :D my squad leader '05
Yu Shan!! :D my squad leader '06
wan zhen!!:D my squad leader '07
Cindy!! :D my squad leader '08(currently still in sch)
Gladys :D my squad leader '09(currently still in sch)

lots of cca have not choose their new csm/acsm/ecxo/captain..
next thur have a reheasal for leaders' day 09 :D
IS time for Prefect POP this fri :)

is silly of me thinking so much about the times we had so much fun together..