talks about perlim 1 by teachers

today in the morning during sci bio lesson
vp came to talk to us..
ya i agree what she says..

but hard work + determination = good results
i think not everyone will agree that..

some of us no matter how hard we tried
but we still can't produce good results..

then during sci phy lesson..
2nd part of the lesson
then sci HOD came in and talk to us..
i seriously dun like her tone
the way she speak to us..
yes this is her 1st time come to talk to us..
she is like critizing us..
i dun know..this feeling does not apply on me..
My classmate feel that why too..
we were quite angry about it..
then she was late for the "talk"
then she still give attitude..
nvm..don't care le..

yes we noe where's our standard..
then always compare and compare with the express
we know where we stand okay!!
your all just let us feel more demoralised instead of boosting us..
i had spent some time to get over my perlim 1 yet they kept on saying and saying..
when we are settle down and want to start a fresh then they put salt on our wound..

going to get rid what they say..
however i will remember what vp say

To live is to choose. But to choosewell, you must know who you are and what you are, where you want to go, what you want to achive.

and

I discovered I always have a choice. It is only the choice of attitude..

i got to be motivated!!
after mum signed my report bk
she said want me to study..
can't she see i am improving??
failed but at least < 45 marks..
hai..
this week very very tired easily..
no idea why..
slept early but still no enough sleep..
gosh..waste too much time on sleeping..lol..

T4Wk2 perlim 2..
2 weeks later O'level eng oral..
kk..

trying to force the "exciting" notes into my small brain :D

last tue and yesterday trip at the stairs case..
haha..i missed a step..
when i fall shergi is just beside with me 2 times la..haha
both of us were shock..
it took a few sec to react...haha..

on tue was on the way down with shergi to FnN rm..
i am sry and thanks for ur bag..
sry i made it dirty..
My butt >.~ |||
on thur went ard the whole sch to find Mr loh..
then trip at the green stairs..my angle >.<
haha..is like the sch seems small when we are have camp..
then when we want to find someone..
the sch became huge..
it took ur 1hour to find him..
then walk uo down left right peek here peek there..
then he was in the art rm..
anyway when we found him we didn't really found what we want..
thanks must thanks him for helping us to photocopy :D

did really badly for perlims..


can anyone tell me what's wrong with me??

18/7/09
letting go..
i did what i can did
i put my 100% effort to help le..
it's time for them to face the "danger" & challenge le..


19/7/09
bees flying around the sch classrm blk..
gosh luckily i was in the class when the whole swamp buzzing around..
heard its frm the bball court..
then some1 cried..
think she was in shock..
think i will cry in fear in i were her..

18-19/7/09
weekends.. watch HARRY POTTER!! at channel 5 la..
haven watch the movie yet..
haha..sweet and is a nice show..
didn't study at all..
this is bad..

20/7/09
beeleng was sicked..
an argument broke out in the canteen during recess..
i was not there..
thanks that there's some1 had stop that tense arugment..

21/7/09
Racial Hamony Day
many of the students wore costums..
haha..nice fabric..and their colours very outstanding..
FnN pratical today..
waiting for shergi..
beeleng not here..
dun worry she got no fever..
today also saw perlim 1 results..
meet parent session this coming fri..
sure i kana de..
i failed eng,math,sci & hum..
the only thing i pass is chinese..
Chinese O'level results coming out soon le..
tmr Chinese Listening comprehension...
hopefully won't fall asleep tmr??
then heard that there might be 1 confirm cases in sch..
esp all gradating class and teachers
teachers were very strict about this..
then each of the class were give a hand sterilize..

collection for fornight card starts today..
Anyone wish to donate to Girls' Brigade??
pls support us..thanks..

O level oral

Today is GB day!!
this ur special is we do not have to fall in..
The GB speech was a very last min one..
but everything went well :D..

then O'level oral..
then is like i went out of point..
that topic..is like the one i can say lots of things de..
but then..hai..
can't think on the spot..
juz said crap..
today question id about sch CIP..
is not i dun noe what to say..
but i forgot what i have to and want to say..
i said that is good that sch have this cip programme..
then we can learn many things from it..
we will be able to know that there are many ppl ard us need help..
so by having cip it allows us to know what and how can we help them..
such as going to old folks home and orphanage's home..
we chat with them..and cheer them up..
then we also help the handicap ppl..
then frm here i went out of point..
i say that the govt can more ways to help them..
then the teacher on my left told me to back track..
then he ask: what are some of the CIP programme that sch have..
i said..
old folks home and orphanage's home..and go to beach to clean up..
cleaning up the beach will keep the environment clean..
with a clean environment we keep our self save and we can have fresh air..
then he asked: How can u help the society??
i said my friends & me may go to the children care center
they were very happy..
they also learn smth things too..
we play games to them..
thru the games we covey some message
like saving eath...the 3R..
then i end le..
i didn't really sum up the whole thing.
it's okay..
what is done is done..
no point thinking abt it..
tmr have the last perlims 1B paper!!ya!!
and it is P1 bio/phy..
paper start at 10.55am..
haha..not 8am..
1hour paper..
then freedom!! :D

frm facebk..
On this day of your life, Phua, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you are only as free as you imagine yourself to be.

There is nothing ''out there'' that's holding you down, - you are limiting yourself only with your own imagination. And your greatest limits are not even the ''cannot'' and the ''should not'', but the places where your imagination hasn't yet gone at all. There has never been a better time for you to open your eyes, let the imagination soar and see what more is possible.

true..true...
There has never been a better time for you to open your eyes, let the imagination soar and see what more is possible.

argue with him yesterday again..

angry

Damp it..Damp it..
is that irriting person again...
can't he just find a correct timing to ask for help..
i was like revising for my oral la..
then he....
kept on changing his stupid thingy..

till now i have no time to revise my oral at all..
damp it..damp it..
i wish he is at overseas
this the house will be silence
peace silence..
pls repect the peace..

hai..then is like he buy his notebook..
haha..which he thought is a laptop..
then a lotf of things inside e computer he dun have..
then stll ask me why his comp can't open the microsoft word file..
haha..y can't open??
coz his computer didn't install microsoft word..
haha..

very angry right now..
he better tell me toda and that's it!!!!
last day of changing le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dun have any spare time to help u le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

slacking

going to slack these few days..
still unsure to apply for DPA..
cya..

simple truth

I found another website..

http://www.simpletruths.com/movies.asp

click the link above..
it's about inspirational movies..
it's really very good!!
see also no harm..
go have a look..
really.. :D
i believe ur will learnt smth frm it..

haha..anyway..
will not be going to sch till next mon..haha..
coz no papers ;D
mon- O'level chinese oral
tue- bio/phy paper1
cya..

DPA

Some of my friends is going for DPA..
i was wondering if i should give it a try??
for Psychology & Community Services course
its intake only 80 students and cut off-points is 10...
a pretty low cut-off-points..

BTW is it true that if u sucessed for DPA when O'levels you just get 26points and below can le??
or is it applying for DAP, ur subjects cut off-points is 26 points below..
confused...

Nee Ann intake and cut-off points..
http://www.np.edu.sg/admissions/tips/Pages/2009JAECOP.aspx

Singapore poly intake and cut off points
http://www.sp.edu.sg/SPweb/appmanager/home/default?_nfpb=true&_pageLabel=SP_FS_ADM_JAE_CICOP&_nfls=false

Nayang poly
http://www.nyp.edu.sg/dpa09/index.htm - DPA website

very angry with my father right now..
kept telling me to help him do some stuff..
all is rubish stuff and unless stuff..
only waste my time..
tell me to do over and over again..
no use doing it..
you thought $ can be earn with some stupid unless contract..
say invest this and that..ha-ha-ha
you are a joker man!!
only lose $..
Should had said i am still sleeping..
then no need to help him..
tell him that without mirosoft word very diffcult le he don't understand
Arrr...
tmr is like my phy paper la..
i take a short nap till 4pm then want to study..
then he called!!!!
wao lao...always like that!!!
i really hate what he is doing!!
When did he pay his only bills??
when did he didn't ask more $..
this is all crap!!

day before perlims 1B

tmr is the 2nd paper of prelims 1B...
last fri practical paper..
i think i screw it up..
haha..i actually went to boil the leaf and prepare to test for starch..
when i was looking for alcohol..
then i went to read back the question..haha..
i even chop the leave..haha...
i was a fool..haha...
didn't read e question carefully...haha..

anyway tmr paper is bio and ss..
i let my ss tb in the AVA rm..
hai...then can't study..
Going to study for bio...
hai...hopefully have time...
must think of my goals then it will motivate me to continue study..
if not i will be sleeping on my comfortable now...haha..

kk...my break time is up..
time for me to continue studying..

;D see ya..

my aim../ goals

Friday class 5A took some class photo..
i want to say:
SORRY!! I SHOULD NOT HAVE SHOUTED AT YOUR..
i am sry..
i felt very bad after that..
i am really sorry..
Sorry Imran..i should not have used that tone to reply you..

sry..i know actually taking class photo is actually a happy thing..
but i screw it up..sry..

then after that i went to find a person..
this person was facing a trouble same as me when i was in sec 1..
juz hope she will get over it soon..
hope she don't waste her time..
i am sure she will be like me when she grew older..
i believe that she will laugh at her own actions..
time will show everything..

sat..
went for chinese ip..
Madam yong ask me a question for oral..
her question is, "If u were given a choice, you will based on ur interest or salary to find your job?? "
I was stunned..i dun noe how to ans her..
what i said in class was crap..haha..
however i am sure that if i were given this chance i will based on my interest to find my job..
actually i am visualising myself that i was working with kids..
when they come into my room they felt very trouble..
they always come in with a very sad face..
as i knew that they somehow have something to hid..
they juz dun now how to express themself..
they felt very very lost..
after each session they felt much better..
it might be a long term one..
it might take months or years to recover..
but that the end of the day i felt is worth it..
as i like what i am doing..
as I enjoy what i am doing..
I hope to help the kids out there to let them know that they are not alone..
there are many ways to express their feelings..
don't hid it..
when u thought no one knows what u are hiding..
U are actually feeling lonely..
you wish it say it out..
but u are afraid that others don't believe what u are saying as u think that adults dun believe what kids say..
If i was given this choice i will choose to be a psychology..
it need not have to be inside a room..
it can be in a open space..
closer to nature..
to let the kids know that the insects were fighting very hard for their survivor..
they have to find shelter when it rains...
they have to be worry about they prey...
i have to really work hard to have this goal..

Between dream and goals is the action that you choose to take..
how determine are you..

Today just realise that is time for me to let thr sec 3's take over slowly..
today they show me they can do it..
i feel very happy...
but still have somethings have to settle..
Next yr Board EXCO, planning workshop- to be conducted after our perlims 1b..
i suddenly realise that i am very tired and i have something more important to do now..
My studies..
i really don't one to regret..
i really want to study..
i know that this coming perlims i am not prepared at all..
then have GB day-13/7 and sch NDP cum leaders days..
these things it can't be avoided..
just have to slot into my daily planner..
time is running out..
let's see.. we still have this mth,aug,sept,oct- our paper start le...
wao..is like 3 and a half yr to go...
this week once i took a step back and notice what i have been doing for the past few months for my prefects..
i had done alot..
and lots of things happen as well...
i lost somethings along this journey..
the days with my friends...
i want to say to shergi..
i am sorry..
i know that it's very tiring if u are sticking with me..
u don't know when i will disappear and appear..
like today..
i am sry...is ur 1st day back to sch..
then didn't really pei ni...
sry...sry..sry shergi..
thanks for still being my friend although i sometimes left u aside and not there for you..
haha..just hope that we will remain contact after sec5's....
for now..take care of ur health..get well soon..

haha today practice chinese oral with ms chen xi
haha...we said many funny things..haha
then i made a fool of myself..haha..
kept on laughing and laughing..haha..
very embarrass la..
i want to stop but i can't control myself..haha..
i laughed like cray..haha..
can't finish reading the last sentence of the paragraph 2..haha..
then saw eveyone laughter haha..
esp joslyn laughter..
hope she is feeling much better now..
i just knew that she is so strong..
she hid her emotion..
and hope at that moment of laugter, she had laughed happily..
is worth for me to be a fool sometimes..haha..
i miss those day when i am just a student with the class having so much fun..haha..

going to take a nap then study
Study tmr practical
5A: remember to bring sec 3 ss tb..:D
jia you sec5's!! tmr is the start of our perlims 1B le..

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