leader??

Okay..
these few days i had been sleeping very very late..
and today 1st day of i am falling asleep in class..
this is not a good sign..
next few days i will not touch computer..
i need to catch up eith my sudies le..
tis fri have perlims sci practical :D
i like practical:

anyway if u are free can your go to http://shinee-lik3-a-star.blogspot.com
is a blog created becoz we are having a competition..
pls go and vist and vote which is ur stress relief ways..
thanks..the competitions ends on 30 june..:D

this video is seen in jin yan team blog..
i decided to share it with ur..i find it true and understand what a leader to me??


Self discipline to a leader.
-Credible
-Respected
-Productive

A leader have to be credible.He/she must be convincing.They must be capable of being believe and trusted.They should make their team mates feel good about themself so that task can be easily completed.They should let their team mates trust them so that they can talk to their leader when they feel down or uncomfortable in any ideas.

How to be respected:
A team leader needs to be decisive and strong. They should be quick in dealing with any disputes and potential strife. A team leader who does not act swiftly will soon be seen as weak and vulnerable.A team leader should be fair and honest to each member of the team. They should treat everybody equally and not have any favourites.If the team see that you are working hard then they will work hard as well. You must also admit your mistakes.Do not be afraid to admit your mistake.



"A good leader is one that has ability to control,restrain and limit ourselves.Also to help us do the right thing."

jia you..

Gosh..time is running out..
3 days left before the competition ends..
is a valuesventure competition
lots of things need to do..
i am planning what to post up to 20 post
Ahrrr...Back ache..neck pain..
must be done by 3.30am..i hope..

Jia you!!!
continuing doing...
Xinying,Wee Ping & yee hua let's work hard this few days ba..haha..
remember to do ur reflections!!
i had did mine just now, spend 2 hours doing it.. :D

going to have deeper panda eyes soon.. T.T

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yesterday went cck library with sher gi
to do math..haha..
Library were crowed..
Then went around the HDB void deck to look for a place
haha..the weather is very warm...
then decided to go back to library to study..
saw yihan and her friends to study as well..
Shergi and me chat about our future..haha..
then went home ard 4pm.. :D

successful

this post will be another post frm www.MakeADifference.com

You don't deserve..
You don't "get" to be successful
until you alone decide
to be successful
Go ahead..decide to be successful!!
there is nth the power of the make up mind
and there is nth the power of your make up mind
decide

Understand this: if you are to actualize your dreams and become rich in the ways your soul is whispering, to think where you've never thought before, you must be able to utilize your intuitive knowing power and make empowered decisions.

Here's the thing, after you've searched your soul, and you've gotten as much information as you can and its still not enough, you realize that there are absolutely no guarantees, your urgings go against what everybody else is telling you to do, you've taken the right and wrong out of the equation, you will come to a place inside of you that says, "How do you prefer it to be? Then just decide for the thing that you prefer! The very next thought is the thought where you will feel the "click" - like the sound of a suitcase latch closing.

If you are in integrity, on purpose with your soul, then you will feel the click and a great sense of peace will follow, regardless of the difficulty of the decision. If you don't get a click, then it simply means it's not time quite yet to decide. Look for the click, expect the click followed with the peace that passes all understanding.

And you are back on your way! DECIDE


Make it a Great Week ...
Mary

Excerpt from www.MasterMindingforaRichLife.com

Xinying sorry for causing u so much trouble..sry..

playtime :D

haha..erm..haha..
to be truth i didn't study at all haha..
these fews days watch DVDs..hahaha..
lots of nice movie!!haha..
still abit diaspponited that the workshop was cancel..
hai..but still no choice de.. :D
haha..okay..i go continue watching DvDs..haha..
see cya then.. :D

Remember that anger and love are two sides of the same coin

1. Remember that anger and love are two sides of the same coin

If you really want love in your life, you must be willing to spend a little time with love's less comfortable relatives, anger and pain. It's common to think that with anger and pain come breakup and divorce. But the bottom line is the more you love someone, the more able they are to piss you off. So be aware: Anger and intense emotion are normal when you truly love and care. Mel McDaniel sings about this two-sided coin in "Anger and Tears":

Anger and tears, anger and tears

Is that all that's left of us after loving all these years

As slowly as love grows how soon it disappears

In a house full of anger and a heart full of tears

Remember, true strength is being able to work through the anger rather than letting the anger work through you.

2. Before you lash out, look within

When you're struggling with anger, it's common to blame others for every little thing. A true sign of strength is taking responsibility for yourself. In "Startin' with Me," Jake Owen comes to a very yogic resolution to dealing with anger:

If I had a dime for half the things I did that didn't make no sense at all

I'd be living a little higher on the hog

If only I'd have known

That later on down the road

I'd look back and not like what I see

I'd have changed a lot of things

Startin' with me

3. Practice feeling without reacting

The 6,000-year old practice of yoga teaches that when you are in challenging situations, you make the best decisions in even the worst of situations if you just breathe and relax. Try it: Lift your arms to the sides of your body and hold them so you form a letter "T." Allow your arms to stay parallel to the ground for 2, 3, even 4 minutes. When your shoulders start to burn, notice that by breathing and relaxing, you gain more endurance. There's very little that physical strength, hustle, and effort can do you for you in this situation. As a famous Zen proverb reads: "Nothing on earth can overcome an absolutely nonresistant person."

What's the secret to long-term success on your latest venture? Keeping a sense of humor, especially if things don't go as planned. Any difficulties you encounter simply mean a new part of your life is being born.

mood-less

give me a few days to get my thinking and mindset back on track..

Confused..
lost..
feeling very very lousy..

Use ur heart to feel..use ur heart to see.. somethings might kept bothering u.. but is it worth your time to think abt it??

cut and reborn my hair

okay..this 1 whole week..
have GB values venture things to settle
and MY STUDIES..
okay..
finally i can concertrate on my studies le!!!
1 week after school reopen is perlim 1B le...
GOING to study for it!!
Dun disturb..no playing..study time!!

btw i cut and reborn my hair le :D
1 week cannot tie
3 days cannot wet my hair
the process is not enjoyable...haha..
the chemical smell..phew..
strong..dizzy..
luckily is only 3 hours..haha..
MY HAIR IS MUCH LIGHTER NOW..HAHA..

postponed due to the safety precautions..

to all sec 2n3 prefects..

new info from Mr HOW :
prefect planning workshop is cancelled due to the safety precautions..
pls pass the information ard..
the planning workshop will be postponed till futher notice..
thanks..

Do not panicked is just postponed due to the safety precautions..thank you..

sch ativities that fall on the last week of holidays is cancelled/postponed...

hai..good or bad?? all our effort going to waste?? but safety come 1st..

refletions...

infomation deleted..
DiDi..
don't harm urself le..
just do well for ur O'levels..okay??can??

becoz of my studies(poor results)..i didn't get what i should get..is all abt inner conflicts..no one is able to understand/help..unless we choose to let go of this matter..be coz my results i didn't get what i deserve..i don't want history to repeat..one time is enough for me.. haha..can u imagine a poor academic student is in the board exco..having poor results still can be good role model?? what a joke man..haha..juz go ahead and laugh...hahahahahahaha...what a fool i am now..think all these negative thoughts..haha..haha..i am laughing at my own mistakes...hahaha..i am going to prove to others that so what i am a sec 5 student..so what i am a sec 5 prefect..yes u might look down on me...but i dun really bother..it's doesn't matter anyway..at the end of the day..i am living my life to the fullness..doing what i can do..playing a part to the ppl around me..what about ur?? are your feeling proud being urself?? or hiding ur true self?? don't u think can't be urself is the worst thing tat can happen in ur life..take actress/actor or singer as an example.. everything had its own price.. frame= no freedom?? they might affect their family as well..media is every where..once got good information they will get the best out of it..the reporters is juz doing for their living..do u think they really enjoy gossiping about others news?? once's the news is spread out..all ur frame might be affected..see is a good news or bad news.. everyone is doing what they should be doing.. but in fact are u enjoying what u doing?? or are u doing for a stake of doing??if u happen to choose the 2nd choice..i think u will feel ur day/job/task/project is meaningless..there's no aim or goal..then what's the point of continuing it?? am i right to say tat?? i had chosen he 1st choice:enjoying doing what i am doing... :D... i haf u to learn how to balance both prefect and studies now..:D..cheer up man..think happy thoughts...think of how many ppl will be leaving the palace with full of smiles and happiness..

cya..
enjoy ur hoildays..

i saw tis movie at todou.com...
[哆啦A梦2008剧场版 大雄与绿色巨人传]

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/YwxvkUVM3XA/
is in japan..but have chinese words..
haha..go take a look ba :)

motivation words for myself!!

changing my mindset

i have to tell myself this
if i want to help more people out there, i have to get my grades so i can go to the course which i know that my goal is there waiting for me..ok..come on..is time to really study..plan my time well..no excuses..all the things i have been thinking/saying are all excuses!! stop right now...if i continue to go on like this i will sure go to somewhere far from my goal..Yes..that's the right spririt..good..keep on thinking this way..think positively!!

No matter what happen in the past had past..
look towards your future
learn from my past mistakes and make sure i don't repeat them again..
YES i can do it!!
This is NOT my limit!!
I can do much better than this!!
My grades were not good..y?
to be truth i didn't put my effort into it..
Start waking up from fantasy...

to get what we never had, We must do what we never done
The only thing that stand between a person and what they want in life
is the will to try and the faith to believe it's possible

jia you!!
Cut off points frm Ngee ann(2007)
nursing = 25 points = intake 500 students
Psychology & Community Services = 9points = intake 80 students

eng=4
math=1
chinese=2
sci=1
hum=4
Art(confirm)=b3

total=11
minus cca=2points
total=9

Gosh..look like i have to work very hard for it!!

anyway i just change my blog skin..i like what is wirten there..
hope ur like the words too.. =)
at the end of the day, is still your choice..

my aim../ goals

just for your information i had happen to come across this website www.makeadifference.com and i subscribed the news letter from the web beginning of e year ard March..is free..but most importantly i find it very useful..i encourage your to subscribe it.it really helps a lot..trust me.. i don't now how to say how it help me a lot..how i cope with my things i am handling or facing with.. i opened some of the recently ones..and i feel that i should share these..

our dreams are the infinite possibilities of what we do can in lives
It’s not where your dreams are taking you,
It’s where you take your dreams
Confucius said that
”A journey of a thousand miles begin with a single step
and your time to begin is NOW!”
This is the beautiful time of year where we complete the first half of the year's learning and graduate to the second half of all this year can bring. We celebrate with people of all ages as we each complete one phase of our lives in order to move on to the next.

It is a time of reflection and resolve to keep putting one foot in front of the other into the future we intend to create for ourselves. We leave behind institutions that no longer serve us and with each step forward, we continue to seek the new knowledge that will support the next leg of our journeys.

The question is: Are you evolving or revolving? Revolving would mean continuing to do things the way you've always done them on your previous pathway, expecting new and greater bearing results. Evolving would mean, thinking bigger and being open to learning something new and/or receiving rich, new, expansive ideas

Which will you choose?

Reaching out...
Taken from
Mary
MakeADifference.com/Moviecards

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Dear Difference Maker,

Life is for-giving, and for living and loving. We all mess up sometimes, and when we do, it is important to be compassionate with ourselves and those we have somehow hurt. Remembering that there is a heart that beats within every single one of us. Compassion calls the heart of the matter forth in ways that are beyond our human understanding. How compassion works is a mystery, and when we put it first, there is a range of all possibilities. Compassion for ourselves and for others turns "me" into "we" and the magic of love returns to our opened hearts, once again.

Make it a great week!
Reaching out ...
Mary

Author of Make A Difference with the Power of Compassion
MakeADifference.com/Compassion

'An act of kindness is worth a thousand prayers'

so how you find it??
for me..i think is worth it..
it somehow lighten out some of my thoughts and change some of my mindset..
everytime i will look forward to it's news letter..
everytime after reading it i feel that nth is impossible..
our goals is waiting for us to achive..
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my dream is can "decode" what the children feeing and thoughts thru their drawing by their pictures and colours they used..i always believe that ppl can express their feeling through drawings..need not to be very detail..but the colours they used play a major as well..

yes i want be a psychology..
haha..i know it seems very far away..and my english is not that good..but i willing to get it a try..
some of ur know that i will go to a nursing course..y?? yes i want to help ppl..another reason is the cut of point is 25 points...which i am sure i can hit..
but i aimming high..
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1)Singapore ploy have a course Applied Drama and Psychology
If you enjoy working with people and like to be a positive influence in someone's life, then this multi-disciplinary course is for you.

Our Diploma in Applied Drama and Psychology is the FIRST multidisciplinary course in Singapore that integrates the Arts and Social Sciences. We are the FIRST in Asia to offer Applied Drama as a course of study.

The course aims to meet the growing demand for skilled professionals who are able to use drama as a means for social outreach and rehabilitation.Students in the course will have the added advantage of using their understanding of the human psyche to design appropriate applied drama programmes to meet the needs of the community at large. Graduates in this programme can also pursue further studies in Pschology or Theatre Education either locally or overseas.

We have received strong endorsements and letters of support from 18 organizations which include community development organizations, social service agencies, theatre companies, Ministry of Information, Communications & the Arts, National Arts Council, Ministry of Community Development, Youth & Sports and National Library Board.

What we offer
Scale new heights with us!
■This course combines the theory and practice of Applied Drama and Psychology, with a strong foundation in business principles and communication skills.
■It prepares you for employment in the arts, arts education, community development and social services sectors.
■It gives you opportunities to use your love for drama and desire to help the community in projects that work with youth, children and a spectrum of different communities.

Applicants must obtain the following GCE 'O' level grades at not more than two sittings.

Subject Grade
i) English Language 1 - 6
ii) Elementary / Additional Mathematics 1 - 7
iii) Any three other subjects 1 - 6

In order to be eligible for admission, an applicant must have also sat for one of the following subjects:

■Art / Art & Design
■Business Studies
■Combined Humanities
■Commerce / Commercial Studies
■Economics
■Geography
■Higher Art
■Higher Music
■History
■Literature in English / Chinese / Malay / Tamil
■Music
■Principles of Accounts

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2) at ngee ann have Diploma in Child Psychology & Early Education – New course
About the Diploma
Do you want to help children with special needs? Do you have an interest in creating children’s publications?

If so, the Diploma in Child Psychology & Early Education (CPEE) is the course for you.

You will be equipped with a firm foundation in the developmental psychology of young children. CPEE will also provide you with strong understanding of the aspects and techniques of teaching, and the principles underlying quality early childhood education.

In your final year of study, you can specialise in either Early Intervention (Special Needs) or Writing and Publishing. The specialisation in Early Intervention allows you to teach in an inclusive classroom, where special needs children are integrated with other children. The specialisation in Writing and Publishing equips you with in-depth knowledge of how to create publications for children.

Scholarships
A number of scholarships will be awarded to Ngee Ann students taking programmes in early childhood education. The scholarships, which will cover full tuition fees, text books and laptop allowances, will be awarded to students with good 'O' Level results and CCA.

Entry Requirements

To be eligible for consideration, candidates must have the following GCE ‘O’ Level examination (or equivalent) results and fulfil the aggregate computation requirements.

Subject 'O' Level Grade
English Language* 1-4
Any four other subjects 1-6

The aggregate computation for selection is based on grades obtained for English, Mathematics (Grade 1-9), a Humanities subject (Grade 1-9) and two other subjects.

*Candidates must attain the required grade for English as a first language.
Grade 1 to 4?? can anyone tell me how can i improve my eng?? yes Grammar is important..any thing else??
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3) Hey i didn't know this course is aviliable at ngee ann
Diploma In Psychology & Community Services (N77)
Giving you that something xtra
~Innovative diploma offering a spectrum of psychological studies and experiential learning
~Strong collaboration and partnership programmes with government and private agencies
~Research projects and internships at Prison Service, MINDS, APSN, family services, diagnostic and therapy centres
~Overseas community and service learning opportunities
~Advanced standing with top universities offering degrees in psychology, counselling and social work, CHANGE Mindsets

About the Diploma
Be armed with a strong foundation in Psychology and make a difference in someone’s life. Help a child going through trauma, counsel distressed youths and secure support for the elderly and disabled.

Our Diploma in Psychology & Community Services (PCS) offers a strong emphasis on psychological theories and developments. You will be grounded in the fundamental and different aspects of psychology – lifespan psychology, social psychology, health psychology and biopsychology.

You will also build up your skills in other areas like communication and applied counselling, social research and IT applications. Learn about personality and individual differences, crisis intervention, and working with individuals and the community. Enrichment modules will introduce you to new aspects of psychology and therapeutic methods.

Our rigorous and well-balanced curriculum includes experiential learning with field trips and hands-on practicum. In the final year, you can go on a six-month local or overseas internship to work with psychologists, or on a range of community services. Alternatively, you can embark on an innovative research project.

Career Prospects
There are more than 600 social service organisations with expanding programmes to provide community and social services. Immediately upon graduation, you can be a welfare and rehabilitation officer, an assistant in psychometric testing centres or a voluntary welfare organisation programme and community development executive.

What can PCS graduates do?
Be change agents in the society to identify, prevent and improve prevailing social problems.
Conduct research and work with social organizations.
Assist in undertaking assessment, intervention and counselling for learning and developmental issues in various population groups.
Work with law, police and rehabilitation services.
Support clients with issues such as personal well-being, relationships, work, health and crisis management for better quality of life.
Promote healthy behaviours and the prevention and treatment of illness.
Coordinate, promote and manage community-based programmes for various population groups.
Where can PCS graduates work?
Corporate Sector - consultancy, market research, professional associations
Uniformed services - prisons, police
Governmental bodies - e.g Ministry of Community Development, Youth & Sports; Community Development Council; Ministry of Home Affairs; Subordinate Courts, Family and Juvenile Justice Centre
Educational Institutions - Schools, Universities
Research and test development organisations
Not for Profit Organisations - community and social welfare
wao..my aims are here!!

Further Studies
Our PCS diploma opens the door to higher-level professional studies in varied fields such as psychology, social work, therapy, special education and counselling.

You can receive up to one semester’s exemption when you sign up for relevant degree programmes at the following local institutions:
• Nanyang Technological University
• National University of Singapore

You may enjoy exemptions for the following programme:
• The Australian National University, Australia - Bachelor of Psychology
• University of Adelaide, Australia - Bachelor of Psychological Science
• Bond University, Australia - Bachelor of Social Sciences (Psychology)
• Murdoch University, Australia - Bachelor of Psychology

You may also gain direct entry into the following programmes:
• Monash University, Australia in partnership with Social Service Training Institute (SSTI) - Bachelor of Social Work
• Flinders University, Australia in partnership with Social Service Training Institute (SSTI) - Bachelor of Education (Special Education)

For more information please visit http://www.np.edu.sg/hms/further/Pages/further_pcs.aspx

Scholarships for PCS students
PCS students have been awarded the following scholarships:

Lien Ying Chow Scholarship
Sir Gareth Roberts Memorial Scholarship
Tan Sri Dr Tan Chin Tuan Scholarship
Ngee Ann Polytechnic Scholarship

Rotary Club of Raffles City Scholarships available to PCS Students
Rotary International is an established worldwide organisation of business and professional leaders that provides humanitarian service and encourages high ethical standards in all vocations.
The Rotary Club of Raffles City is offering scholarships to final-year Diploma in Psychology & Community Services (PCS) students. The Scholarships will be awarded to students with outstanding academic results and active co-curricular involvement (particularly in Community Service) each year. The value of each award is S$2000.
Students awarded the scholarships will also get a chance to intern with an established international organisation like Rotary Club(s) or Rotary-related agencies

Entry Requirements

To be eligible for consideration, candidates must have the following GCE ‘O’ Level examination (or equivalent) results and fulfil the aggregate computation requirements.

Subject 'O' Level Grade
English Language* 1-6
Mathematics (Elementary / Additional) 1-7
Any three other subjects 1-6

The aggregate computation for selection is based on grades obtained for English, Mathematics, a Humanities subject (Grade 1-9) and two other subjects.

*Candidates must attain the required grade for English as a first language.

Successful candidates are required to undergo a medical examination and be free from psychiatric conditions before confirmation of acceptance to the course.


after getting the dregree..i will go to family center to help or hostipal to help..but i will have to gain experiences 1st =)
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if i happen not to get the grade i get..
my only choice!!~~~ actaully being a nurse also not bad..get to wear a uniform..haha..after joining GB and praticate in the NDP '08 at marine bay i felt that a uniform carrer isn't such a bad idea.. haha..look smart!!haha..

Diploma in Health Sciences (Nursing) at ngee ann
Giving you that something xtra
~45 weeks of clinical attachment at major healthcare establishments
~Curriculum includes life sciences leading to broader career options
~Nursing experience with overseas attachment programmes
~Accreditation by Singapore Nursing Board as a Singapore Registered Nurse
~Accredited for entry into medicine, nursing or dentistry courses at NUS
~Sponsorship opportunities from hospitals that provide monthly allowances
About the Diploma

Gripped by the drama in episodes of Grey’s Anatomy where doctors and nurses struggle to save lives? If you care enough to help others in life, look no further. The Diploma in Health Sciences (Nursing) prepares you for a fulfilling career as a healthcare professional. It is accredited by the Singapore Nursing Board and graduates practise as a Registered Nurse in Singapore.

More Than Nursing
~Nursing, as a globally respected profession, has expanded beyond its traditional scope of work. In addition to regular nursing modules, you will learn about life sciences and the latest developments in biomedical sciences such as cell and molecular biology, clinical trials and drug discovery.
~You will also gain knowledge in the fields of biological and behavioural sciences, further equipping you to help patients recover.
~Hands-on Training
~You will have many opportunities for hands-on training at major healthcare institutions such as government, restructured and private hospitals.
~You will also be attached to polyclinics, community hospitals, rehabilitation centres and nursing homes. Such close industry collaboration will put you right at the heart of modern healthcare practice in Singapore.
~You will undergo a total of 45 weeks of clinical attachment throughout your three-year course.

Hospital Sponsorship
You may receive a hospital sponsorship and enjoy a monthly allowance of between $850 and $950. Get paid to study!

Global Exposure
If you are keen on experiencing a different culture and work environment, the overseas immersion programme is for you. It will cultivate your adaptability while exposing you to the regional healthcare systems. Our School has strong ties with tertiary institutions, both regionally and globally, such as the Hong Kong Polytechnic University, Assumption University in Thailand, University of Sydney, Griffith University (Australia) and Fudan University (China).

You can also take part in community projects as well as go on study visits or adventure camps in countries like China, India, Cambodia, Thailand and Malaysia. Past community projects include health-screening, health education and setting up health assessment centres in these countries.

Career Prospects
The Diploma in Health Sciences (Nursing) is more than a gateway to the nursing profession – it leads you to a large number of employment opportunities. There is increasing demand for healthcare professionals, not only in primary healthcare but in a whole lot of other related industries.

Besides employment as a registered nurse, you may also work in pharmaceutical, biomedical and research institutions, as well as the life sciences industry engaged in drug discovery and clinical research.

Career Path
Qualifications Management Paths
Clinical Education
Master / PhD Degree Assistant Director / Director
Advanced Practice Nurse Director / Principal Nurse Educator
Bachelor Degree / Advanced Diploma
Nurse Manager Nurse Clinician Nurse Educator
Diploma Staff Nurse

This is the career path for a typical nurse in Singapore. The starting salary of a Staff Nurse with a Diploma in Health Sciences (Nursing) is around $1800 per month. The career path of a staff nurse after the diploma level depends on performance, qualifications, and the choice of the nurse as to which of the three paths (management, clinical, or education) to follow.

Further Studies
For further clinical specialisation and career development, you may choose to take up postregistration clinical courses. Your diploma allows you to pursue degrees such as Bachelors, Masters or PhD, locally at the National University of Singapore (NUS), Nanyang Technological University (NTU), Singapore Management University (SMU) or at accredited overseas universities. The Exceptional Individual Scheme offers graduates accreditation to Medicine and Dentistry courses at NUS.
Entry Requirements

To be eligible for consideration, candidates must have the following GCE ‘O’ Level examination (or equivalent) results and fulfil the aggregate computation requirements.

Subject 'O' Level Grade

English 1-7 **
Mathematics (Elementary/Additional) 1–6
Science (with Physics or Chemistry or Biology component) or Food & Nutrition or Human & Social Biology or General Science) 1–6

The aggregate computation for selection is based on grades obtained for English, Mathematics, Science or Design & Technology (Grade 1-9) or Computer Studies (Grade 1-9) and two other subjects.

** Candidates with English as a second language must have attained a minimum grade of 6.

Due to the special requirements of the healthcare profession, all candidates have to pass a medical examination and be free from physical handicap to ensure suitability.
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kk..i shall end here..so i have 4 course to aim for!! haha..now my goals looked much clearly now..aimming for Diploma In Psychology & Community Services at ngeen ann...ok.. remember to go have a look at www.makeadiffferent.com.. =)

see your guys soon..haha..looking forward for "The FIVE'S" outing =)

reading through my mail..
and saw this mail..

Every adversity, every failure, every heartache
carries with it the seed of an equal or greater benefit."

- Napoleon Hill, author of Think & Grow Rich

It's a risk to stop what's not working!

Have you been getting plenty of evidence lately that shows you that what you are doing is seriously not working? Have you been pretending that you don't know what you know, because you don't think there could possibly be a different solution? Or worse yet, are you afraid that, even if there is a new solution - and you may already know what it is - that it will be difficult, painful, arduous and too hard for you to do?

There it is. It's your learned thinking! That's where the risks begin, and either you are letting yourself think the next thought, or you are shutting that thought down out of fear and a mistaken belief about how hard this all has to be.

It is a risk to think where you've never thought before, because we are in fact affected emotionally and physically by our thinking. It's a risk to think that it could be easier. It's a risk to think that you really could have what your heart desires. And yet, these are the necessary risks that we need to begin taking in our thinking.

When we join with others in a teaming process known as MasterMinding, and we can collectively and harmoniously agree that it is time to begin taking these intellectual risks, then and only then do we open the creative resources of our minds to new solution generating ideas and language.

"No two minds ever come together without thereby creating a third,
invisible intangible force, which may be likened to a third mind."

-- Napoleon Hill, Think & Grow Rich

MasterMinding is spiritually expanding work. People tend to set goals about what they do not want and then wonder why they hit a wall or feel it's just too hard to make what they really want to happen.

Whether you are devoutly religious, deeply spiritual, an atheist, agnostic or simply skeptical, the practical messages woven through what I have to offer will simply connect you to your highest self.

this source is taken frm
http://www.makeadifference.com/Success/090609.htm

feeling much better le..after saying out what i need to say to some of them..i know what i did will anger them..but juz hope they will understand that we can't continue going on like this..

i just hope that it will be approve..

thanks for hearing me out..i will try to protect myself de.. =)

Sorry Jerome if i had hurt your feelings..thanks..thanks for wanting to help me..thanks..thanks for everything u did..thanks for wanting to protect me..thanks for showing me that actaully there's is someone cares.. THANKS DIDI, Jerome Tang!!

IS ALL MY FAULT

okay..lets not bluf myself..
past few days i seriously emotionly effected ba..

jerome i dun noe if u will still e reading..
but is my task as a exco..
yes i know we have to blanace our study and prefect..
and u are trying to help me..
i know..
but juz stop can??
is very tiring for me and for you..
and those who knew what happen..
dun continue anymore..
u are also a prefect..
and u did all kinds of duties before..
u should know that picking up litters is the basic things we prefects have to do every after events..
jua stop whatever you have been doing..
seriously no matter how many times u tell me to stop doing i still won't stop de..
u know me well..
yes, ppl might juz make use of me..
but seriously it dun really bother anymore..
i know u care and u help me alot..
i am very grateful..
but now is not the correct time...

you thought i dun one to step down too..
yes.. i also wish to step down..
but as a exco memember i have to carry out what expected..
you don't know how the exco had been worried and troubled abt the prefects..
we have to take care of the whole badage..not juz the sec 4's..
you must ubderstand this..
some of the things is really to cofused for u to understand..
you don't know how much stress we are in now..
don't tell me you know..YOU DON'T KNOW!!!!
we have to replan everything...
you dun even know what events we are planning..
you don't know how disappointed for everyone!!!
juz leave me and everyone alone can??
juz stop what you are doing..

yes i know you wanted to help me..
i know..i am seriously thankful..
juz don't harm yourself and others anymore..
is all my fault ok??
not your fault..not yihan fault..not the heads fault..is not the exco fault..
it all started with me..
anything juz settle with me!!
DON'T GO AND DISTURB MY SIS!!!!
DON'T GO AND DISTURB MY FIRENDS!!
DON'T GO AND DISTURB YI HAN!!
DON'T GO AND DISTURB ANYONE ABT MY MATTER CAN??
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IS ALL MY FAULT!!!!
seriouly dun feeling like doing anymore..
i dun want to care abt my studies..
i dun want to care anymore things..
i don't know wat happen..
pls dun ask me either.
juz let me be alone for the next week days..
going sch as usual..
is this the true me??
am i doing wat i must be doing??
where's my motivation??

lost

out of all the bugs..why must be flu bug??

gosh.i hate flu..
headache..dizzy..
i dun like cold..
all thanks to my brother...
haha...
he got fever,flu,sore throat on last sat..
then the day after my O level....
i got this irritating bug..
but thanks that is not on my chinese O level..
guess my body can't fight over this virus..too weak..haha..

anyway going to be a busy june holiday for me..
as well as the sec 4/5 ba..haha
perlims 1B in ard 1 mth time...
haha..prepared?? nope i am not prepared yet..
so...plan ba..plan how to study..

have to retake phy mock paper on the 13th of june
erm..okay..a few of them will be taking with me too..
ok..i go to watch TV le..

signing off..

how i wish i have more time..
how i wish the time can freeze..
how i wish this would never happen..
how can i do??
what shall i do??
lost in thoughts..

past 2 weeks

erm..today paper..
speechless..
quite easy means they will moderate the grade
oh ok...not sure..
juz hope that effort won't go to waste..

okay..so what happen in the last 2 weeks??

on the 21 may(thur)
we had taken our class photos :D
haha..i sure look quite terrible in the picture de..haha..
esp foe the last group photo..
haha.. amy and me pushed beeleng and shergi forward..haha..
and gergory apper from no where and stand beside beeleng..
haha..
then in the afternoon..
we have our chinese mock paper..
and didn't any one noticed that there was a xiao xiang walking all over the place..
gosh..phew..i didn't shout out..
coz i am seating in the front row..
stay clam..
concerting on my paper...stay focus..

on 22 may (fri)
fariuz,asyraf,paramjit,imran,rauff and me help out for the planting for the Green Wave event..Class 5A also plant out own tree too..haha..near the sci blk there...haha..2 plants..hope it will survie for long..

on 23 may (sat)
1st sch ndp rehersal..i didn't go..
coz have chinese Ip as usual..
we had been comming back for lessons for weeks..

on 26 may(mon)
dun really want to talk abt it..
i want to say to him i really dun mean too..

on 27 may(wed)
haha..a very big bee came to class..haha!!
it flew in the class thru the "green" window
then flew at the speaker there..
then flew to the back of the class..
as it flew to the back..it flew lower and lower..
then fly to junhao there..then flew to amy and me..
and wye chang there (he ran)
and out the class..
gosh..insects!! bee..my fear..

0n 28 may(thur)
didn't go sch..
thanks..erm..ya..smth ppl made use of me unknowingly
i am not sure i will regrate next time but for now i am making use of every moment i have..i am putting 100%.. i am sure that i am living with fullness..yes i know some ppl will make use of me..but i dun really mind as long everyone can get what they achive..
thanks for talking me over the phone..i dun noe the will do that..i am sry..u sure will shock ba..i was a bit shock..sry..

on 30 may (sat)
2 days before o level paper..haha
juz want to say thanks..
sry..my bag quite heavy..

this fri 5 june...
School SFY Fiesta 2009 @ RP at 7pm.
on duty...

for the next 2 weeks
busy with IP coachings...
see ya..
jia you ba!!

okay..that's all for today..
paper end le dun think abt it...
no point think abt it le..
what it over is over le:D