thx..

New beginning, new start
Let the past be the past..
I will forget you..
I will put you aside..
I will not be dreamming anymore..
It can't have a ending..
I will end this myself..
Thanks for telling me e truth..
Thanks for everthing you did..
Thank you very much..

thoughts..

time passed really very fast..
The week is comming to the end..
It seems that yesterday is only the begaining of the new week..

Yesterday the last year Sec4's and 5's got their O'level results..
Saw my mentor Daniel, i felt quite happy..and saw from his face that he is quite happy with his results..glad for him..
Saw GB seniors..Sob sob..V_V..saw the sec5's..they looked quite sad..How?? how i wished that i cloud do something for them..
But i had a math class test at 2.55pm..and i am still in e hall at 3.05pm..lol..late le..dun care.. Seniors only have one... They once were there for me as well..
To all seniors: Hope ur hard work had it's fruits..Congrats to all who had scored well..
To those who cried yesterday: Cheer up..i know it's a very hard to know it..but it's already a fact..all u can do now is to work double hard..JYJY!!

I was there saw-ing them got their results..The hall was total silence..Then the top scorers were called out..followed by the individuals results..When they got their results..students were running all around..some were jumping for joy (joy tears as well) and some were quitely seating down and tears started to flow down..

This reminds me of the release of the PSLE results.. In actually fact i cired on the day coz i scored 182..means going to NA class..which i felt very regrate coz i know i didn't put in all i had..i didn't study for it..have study..study? ya..last min one la..1week before then study..how can finish studying??

Now i am in sec4, i decided to take N level-although my class is a through train class..Coz i am afraid.. After yesterday, i am really awake.. I dun one the history to be repeated again..i will and must study and plan my time well.. No TV for me on weekdays(i also dun have the time to watch)..only can watch on sat, the Jacky show only.. Not more Korean drams for me..till after N'level..

Dream is always a dream, unless u decided to do something about it..

Cya
6.06pm

busy..

Sec 4 life really very busy..
have lesson till 4plus everyday..
include fri for art..
test..homework..sleep..test..homework.....

still not sure whether need to take 'N' level yet..
planned out the time..
isn't much time left..
then afraid that will crush into the NDP rehearsal..
Me and jin yan will be going tis year..

Although the combine ug camp had over,
but actually it is a new beginning..
Most of them are joining UG's..
then it will be a start of our journey..
Eagles ROXS 4ever!! i will remember ur guys..

these few days had been think alot..
studies..how to improve on it?? is it so bad??
friendships..do i really have no friends??
GB..i noe i had not done a proper job..
myself..nerd?!..
future..ploy??-design?? JC?? work as??

BTW the O' level results will be coming out on tis thur..
Good luck Seniors!!
Especially GB Seniors, Daniel(prefect mentor), Seniors Prefects..JYJY!!

tired..
12.40am

NA vs N'level vs ITE

things i wrote here is wat i personal though of..

these few days have an very common topic to tok abt
abt the N'level..score 4-5 grade for any subjects might as well go straight to ITE..
ITE isn't so bad but it's juz that we believe that we didn't even aim for ITE..

ITE ITE..
true na studies are not as gd as express ppl..
but ur can't juz compare the grades as well..
compare our characters and theirs..
Yes we all are quite naughty but at least we had respect..
heard frm some teachers that some of the express ppl are very rude..
some of them rather teach NA then express..
coz the students are much better..

But some of us really put in a lot of effort..
u can say we are lazy but u can't say we no use!!

true that grade 4-5 might fail ur o'level..
but we will be afraid we will study one..
but i noe by class had never thought of going to ITE..
some of us have to go to JC,poly or even NAFA(Arts sch)
then ur there kept on saying ITE>>ITE>>>
very like look down on us..
it's not we dun want to study
it's juz that we dun understand
or even forgot abt it le..
then have u thought wat the society will think of NA students..
No hope le la..confirm go ITE one la..
Govt already said like tat..

Sometimes i really felt like dun study better..
u study for the subject u also fail..
even u pass u can't compare to the express ppl..
then might as well dun study..
fail the fail loh..
so what we pass?? we are still NA..
NA?? normal?? aiya..normal..
NA do very simple stuff one de la..
Go take O'level might as well go take A'level..
the paper will be very difficult for them de la..

it's not fair..
ya life isn't fair at all
no one own u a living..

it's really affect me alot..
ya maybe u are rite..
NA students are useless
But not as useless as u think!!
We all are born to make a difference in each other life..
who knows?
Maybe one day u will c 2 expert in computer,once a Na student, helping u to fix ur computer
Or even have a group of NA students representing Singapore for computer games challenge..
therefore u must never look down what we can do!!

1st combine UG camp run and plan by e students

last week had been a busy week..
ar Finally, have time to update le..

The combine UG camp was very fun..
hope the sec1's had lots of fun..
When i saw them, i am quite happy..
at least i know that they had learn something from the camp..
And i learnt something from them as well..
I want to thanks Eagles OICs', Imran & Wei Chang..
They all really help me alot..
"sry for not staying with e group most of the time..
really thx for all your help!! "
frm tis camp i felt wei chang isn't so bad person after all..he is a very gb observer ..and caring as well..
To Oscar:
"thx for saying that to me..I also want to thx u as well..U had been a gd team member as well!! Hope u will join the UG..Join NPCC la..can go find wei chang ma..lol..hope u had a bright future!!"
Then today recived the group photo..
although 1 group member is not there..
but at least most of them had smiles on their face
i will always remember ur one!! Eagles ROXS!!
if we can plan another one for the next year sec1
We all sure will plan more organise one..
coz this is the 1st UG camp the sec4's had plan..
then now have a bit of Xperience le..

2008

Firstly, happy birthday to my dad as well as Imran!

long time no update le..
Goals for 2008..i had think through..
but i would like to keep it too myself..lol..

1st wk of sch had been a very busy wk..
tis year start sch in a difference way..
in a way that there's no Sec 4 camp..V_V

1st wk busy with wat??
2/1/08: tell e Gb girls abt open house and planning Combine UG sec1 recruitment camp
3/1/08: preparing the stuff needed for open house..
4/1/08: CCA open house

plus getting O'level art paper tml..
then tue do combine UG stuff..
then wed meet up the GB girls
then thur going Singapore open house till 5pm
then the camp will be on Friday till sat
then Sunday home tuition..hai..
dun think will update the blog next wk as well..

but here i wish the camp will be a successfully one!!
After all the UG heads those who involved had put in a lot of effort..

cya..