Army Open house

these 2 days had been quite busy for..
lots of prefect's stuff to do..
PPr results also not very gd..3 failed..
Yesterday did the parent meeting session..
Stella, Wan ting, keith, Amelia, my sis and me
did the night shift till quite late..9 plus ba..
Very tired..
Coz daytime sec3 went to the Army Open house..
It was fun..
and now i think the boys poor thing..
coz need to carry so heavy gun..
but i learnt to use some "guns"..
I was with Tricia and Patricia..
Becoz with them then i felt fun ba..

1st: station we went to the Time crisis
wait very long..took the quick pass..
Pat is 10.20am
Tricia is 10.25am
Mine is 10.30am

then we went to the Mortal world..
Can't play coz the ground is wet..T_T

then we went to the Mission world..
I like mission!!!
after a female soldier brief us..
I can't wait to look and experience how is it like..
but sad loh..T_T
we want to seat but one of us dun one to seat..
coz too long ..is 50 mins..

look at the time,10.10am
Went to buy ice-cream
then we went back to the Time crisis to play..
In there i was a bit slow loh..
the target was juz like in front of me..
then i look at the target very long then shot it loh..
Wao lao.. so embarrassing seh..

2nd station: Mortal Combat
Waited quite long..
a team of 6 is need in this game..
then we here got only 3 ppl..
then mix wif another 3 frm Hillgrove..
we didn't tok them..
then didn't say who will take the flag..
on the way there..saw Geng Lin and friends
they say fun..
another team form by BB Csm..
GB Csm VS BB Csm..
in the end..BB Csm won..hai..
but have fun la..
But our poor white sch shoe..
became muddle shoe..
haha..but have fun shooting..
then saw Yu Zheng and friends..
Ask fun or not..of coz..

3rd station: Rambo 07
We play 2 times
the game is like shooting ppl on the big screen
I wonder are the soldiers train like tat?
1st time play with Jin Yan group..7 of us..
holding the dun noe wat 302 gun..
2nd time play with Jin Yan group pls the extra Yan Fu..8 of us..
used 2 different kind.. "saw"
One to used to shoot tanks
Another one dun noe ..
When we played the second time
the office say "it's ur again ar.."
"yup..haha..fun ma..come and play one more time.."

then when we are done is already 1.12pm..
outside raining..ran la!!Dun care le..
Running halfway i fell down..like Wei Jie..
but kena some injures on the left hand wrist there..
( but now okay le..but but still got some bruise la )
then when reach the pick up point can't find them..
hai..at the shelter there..run ppl!!

While waiting for the bus to bring us to the waiting point
saw pri sch friend, Jourdan , Hillgrove sec 3
He grew taller le!! hehe but i am still taller..
But i noe next year he will be even taller le..
then actually today will met up one..
But i didn't go back to KPS tis year..
I will go back next year..

I felt if there is no Wet weather..
the event will be better..
but sad..coz we can't control e weather..
i will say tis event is very well plan..
the soldiers were polite as well..
Ur will sure have fun there!!
Experience and enjoy..

GTG
4.49pm
miss u
fun..

Now i noe how irritating can noise be..

2 day didn't update le..

Something happen on Sunday night
I was typing my prefect duty stuff and
i felt something blowing my right hand..
But i was seating in front of my computer
Without any fans..all the window are closed...
then the calender started to flip..but there no wind..
where the wind come from?
At tis moment i saved everything i am doing
and closed my computer and ran to my room..
i remember clearly that the time was 12.03am..
and i didn't manage to sleep the whole night
coz too scared to sleep..haha..funny rite?

Yesterday PE was had fun
we didn't play in the field coz it's wet..got mud
then we play hockey at the bball court..fun loh!!
i was about in sch the whole day
to have a meeting with Madam Yong, some prefects,teachers
it end around 4.30pm..
then went to Limbang to do some planning..
reached home rest, had a short nap till ard 7pm
Then do art,read phy and went to bed at 12.20am
actually want to on9 but too late..afraid tat same thing happen

Today raining at 6am then stop
BUT at 6.26am rain again..hai..
reached sch at 7.20am
Saw my understudy, Hong Lin..then she went to class
then i went to foyer saw my another understudy, Jia Ying
then in front of her is my mentor, Daniel!!!
Wao 3 generation together!!
then got news say meet at foyer (students leaders and SSC)
Delay for a while.. then told the SSC they need to set up games booths
then i went for my art lesson..
the day juz went on as usual

Until common test...
te next door 3G kept on banging the wall
then felt very annoying
bang n bang n bang.
then heard alot of ppl in 3F felt very irritating
including myself
then i told myself one more time
i will juz go next door to tell them to stop banging
coz the teacher in my class dun care..
then they bang one more time..very loud one..
i angry and felt very irrtated le..can't control le..
coz they bang 7 times le..
i juz put my pen down
and stood up and went next door
i didn't tell the teacher..and juz went out.
and shout "Stop banging le!!! next door having test rite!!"
then i stomp out of the class
and went back to continue my phy paper
I was too angry to write..
i am thinking did my chair hit YuZheng's table?
If have i am sorry..
then they bang again..but tis time i dun care le..
and luckily they bang one time only..
then class 3E shouting then Winston shouted at them
"Quite leh!!" but nth happen..

then after CT i juz walk off
after putting my books under my table
i am damp angry..i went to hit the staircase wall..
then went to look for madam yong for red ribbons..
Saw my GB Junior,Regina,lent her my umbrella
then went Limbang to collect some more ribbons
but the shop anuty say tml then come..
then i went lot1 with kailing
then went back to sch..for fun..
then went home abt 4.30pm..
then on9 till now..

GTG
raining
6.25pm
Not angry
Miss u..
Walked under the rain..

saw pri sch friend..

Shawn is campus superstar 2007 winner!!


Today it's our Promotion & dedication Service!!
Finally sec3's going to be promoted to Sgt rank!! YA!!
Finally sec2's going to be promoted to Corporal!! YA!!
Finally some of the sec 4 and all the sec 5 promoted to staff sgt!!

Today i was represent the sec3's to get their sgt rank..
As we are seated according to company..
the officers ask us which coy we come frm and what's our name..
Then i told her i am siewyi not siewlee..
"u got a twin sister"
"ya i got a twin sister.."

Juz then i heard some noise frm the round behind
that make me turn around
" Er..are u frm KPS?"
I look at her face..quite familiar ..
" Oh i know who u are..u are Xinyu rite?, long time no c..how have u been?"
"okay loh..u r also company leader?"
"ya loh..u also the company leader.."
Frm GB i saw my old friends..see it's fate..

Today someone said"wat is ur purpose of joining GB?"
Tp be truth..i also dun noe..
But i am sure that i learnt lots of meaning stuff
that i can apply in my daily life..
My purpose?? maybe i will know when i leave GB..

Cya..
11.48pm
miss u..
rest well
GD luck seniors!! =)

dun look down on us!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIN YING (3B) AND ASYRAF (3F)!!

Yesterday got back my Amath CT paper..
Ms Yap wrote wat has happened?
I got a very very low number..hai..
Chapter3 is so easy..yet i got so low marks..
hai. Should i drop Amath?
If i drop then i maybe won't able to catch up with another class..

Today Ms Yap said a few sentence
that make me feel touched..
"U r the 1st class of through train course in KSS,
If u don't do well..
U will let the school down, ur teachers down..
Ur friends down, ur family down.."
After she said this, i agree..i can't let them down
They put lots of effort to teach us..
why give up tis chance u had..
not everyone have this chance..

WE ARE NOT BAD/ROTTEN APPLE!!
CUT AWAY THE PART THAT CANNOT BE EATEN
WE STILL CAN BE EATEN!!
DO NOT look down on NA's..
Although we are going to study 5years..
But we r still learning the same things as express..
But not pure subjects..eg science..
Just that we take time to understand
wat e teachers are teaching..
Some went NA becoz of laziness..
If we really want to study..
we will put in our heart and soul in it..

I am sorry to torn ur shirt on wed (22/8) after sch..
i didn't mean to do it..Sry!!

Today our school had ICT event
The weather was hot and cold..
Sun and rain..hai..
We all felt very warm wearing e blazer..
I really want to thanks the 17 prefects who help out..
Yesterday i just know finding ppl isn't so easy..
Some more the event falls on Friday..CCA day..
But i am glad it's finally over!!
To e 3 sec3's and 14 sec2's and Jian lun (sec4, sry dun noe how to spell ur name)..
Ur guys deserve a gd rest.. Cya..
thx for helping out!!

Tml have CCA but not in school..
It's our Promotion & dedication Service!!
Finally sec3's going to be promoted!! Sgt rank!! YA!!
But we can't get our rank till we done our bagdework..hai..

GTG
Cya..
THx for helping out!!
7.30pm
tired..

The truth of LOVE

Today i saw an interesting thing..

"The truth of love.."...u might find it interesting..and u will agreed with it..

why do you love me..?

HE answered:i can't tell the reason.. but i really like you..

SHE: you can't even tell me a reason.. how can you say you like me?how can you say you love me?
HE: i really don't know the reason,but i can prove that i love you.
SHE: proof? no! i want you to tell me the reason. my friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!
HE: okay okay!! erms..because you are beautiful,because your voice is sweet,because you are caring,because you are loving,because you are thoughtful,because of your smile,because of your every movements.the girl felt very satisfied with his answer.

Unfortunately, a few days later, the girl met with an accident and fell into coma.
HE then placed a letter by her side,and here is the content:

darling,
because of your sweet voice that I love you...
now can you talk ? no!
therefore i cannot love you.

because of your care and concern
that i loved you..
now that you cannot show them,
therefore i cannot love you.

because of your smile, because of your every movements
that i love you..

now can you smile ?
now can you move?
no,therefore i cannot love you...
if love needs a reason,
like now,there is no reason for me to love you anymore.

does love need a reason ?
NO ! therefore, i still love you...
and love doesn't need a reason

"sometimes the best and the most
beautiful things in the world cannot be seen,
cannot be touched, but can be felt in the heart"

love doesn't need a reason...
its something you can feel burning
inside your heart and waiting to be
explode of love...please..
never ever ask someone why do
they love u.. love is nature and
without love the world is nothing but
a piece of crap..
so everyone love the world and
also love ur loved ones...

Cya
5.53pm
Miss u..

why?

Today leading pledge taking
this is my 4th time..
Yet i am still a bit nervous..
But not as much as 1st time..At the GB day..

Today my buddy(Jun Hao) didn't come..
Wonder how is he..
Is he Sick?

today PE play hockey
the field was full with mud..
But we had fun..
Sry to those i accidentally hit ur leg..
I got bruise on my leg as well..
but it's ok..We all had fun..haha..

today got back my Amath class test..
I knew it i would i will did very badly..
Coz i didn't really study..
i got 2/30 Marks
Tested on Quadratic Equation and equalities
Hai..but it okay i had prepared for tml CT..

Er.. let e ask the boys..
If there is a girl prevent another person to make u. Eg like putting a bucket over ur head..how would ur react? the another person is ur classmate.. Can i noe why the class will be like screaming and cheer? Anything wrong with tat? i am just doing my job..hai..

"You're My bestfriend"...this song remember those day we were very gd friends..

Many People say true friends
are hard to find
But i know I'm not that kind
They come & go and
Sometimes Leave us Behind
Like a wind that Passes by

Chorus:

(Cause)When you need a friend
That u can depend
U can count on me b'coz
You're my Best Friend

When u're feeling down
And ur heart is HUrt
U can call on me and
I'll be there for u Friend

Good things may come and then
Bad things may go
Like a birth a long time ago
You're LIke the ship that's sailing
Across the sea
To the waves that's so Unkind

(Repeat Chorus)
(Repeat Chorus)HOld
(Repeat Chorus)

it is gd song for friends:
i dedicate ┬hï§ §☼nG tO tho5e whO nOe mE
hx ¥☼u vry so much for being my friend
Alwayz ┬Äke çaRe

Cya
5.58pm
recap
windy
thiNk ú..

raning

hi how's ur day??
This cold day..brr
This raining day...

Morning i had home tuition as usual..
from 10am-12pm..

After tat i ate my lunch
study Amath..do emath HW..
Currently i haven do my history HW yet..
Amath still got around 4 more pages more to go..
Now taking a break at 7pm then carry on..

While typing this post..
Wan Zhen, my GB senior as well as my prefect senior called
She ask whether can do tml pledge taking
Without thinking i reply yes..
Hope tml will go smoothly
Tml got PE lesson as well..
YA!! hockey!!
PLs stop raining le..

Cya
6.04pm
Listening to music
Miss u
Raining..

L.O.V.E

Today had GB as usual...from 9am to 12pm..Release the girls late coz we had a visitor.... OUR DEAR WEI SHAN!! came to vist us..I miss u laughter.. haha..

Today i learnt the topic of LOVE.. What does love mean to u? Love is sacrifice, giving, forgiveness (Responsible for ur actions), sharing, willing to die for him or her?

Let me ask u a Question...LOVE is a CHOICE or is it a FEELING? Actually love is a choice..i noe some may disagree with me..U had a choice to love this person or hate this person..agree? it is easier to hate a person then love that person..But since u choose to love the person, isn't it a choice?But if u say feeling..i won't say it is incorrect as well.. As feeling can't jus come like that..

LOVE is a choice....LIKE is a feeling...When u choose to love the person the feeling will just come naturally come.

The LOVE i am talking here is not only BGR..but also towards ur family members.. We understand wat they need, what they want..without them telling us.. I noe nowadays isn't easy to know what the another party is thinking..but try ur best..

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protect, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres. 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

When i was a child, i talked like a child, i thought like child, i reasoned like a child. When i became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror: then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. And now these three remain faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is LOVE. 1 Corinthians 13:11-13

Er..so how u think abt LOVE now? Is it simple? If u dun understand is ok..coz we are learning everyday..

Cya
Miss u..
9.50pm
Wondering
Juz rain..

Brrr...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TRACY (5C) !!
Hope all ur wishes come true, Senior!!

Today morning rain so heavily..
Why must rain when i was about to leave home..
Nvm...brr..cold..but not as cold as OBS camp(day 4)..

Today i went to ur house
Dun noe u went to sch le ma..
Dun noe u will used umbrella ma..
I went there quite late
around 7.08am
But when i reached ur house
Ur door is closed..
I think u went to sch le ba..
therefore i went to school without u..
When i was about to reach the sch
I saw ur maid..(but ur maid didn't saw me)
then i knew u reached sch le..
When i saw u with ur friends
I knew our friendship can't really like wat u used to be..

Reached home around 5 plus..
Stayed in sch do some prefect duty stuff (class cleanliness)
i saw a sec 1 chairman (NA class)
he remind wat i had did before when i was in sec 1
Stay back to clean the class
Can see tat he did his task well
During recess, he make sure the class seat outside the class in 2's quietly
the way he did his task, the way he "present" his role is very WAO..
For sure he can be a prefect but dun noe he want or not..

Today history lesson whole class kana scolding
Faz say a lots of words which make my felt quite guilty
something like that:
How come ur still ans ur SEQ this way..no one expect Fairuz wrote the linking statement..
I admit that i dun like Social Studies and History
But i saw u putting ur effort to teach us..
i am glad to have u as our teacher..
if not i don't think i even want to the homework..
and i dun really care when i flunk..

"Want to change teacher? Coz my scolding??.."
No..i dun one to change..
Becoz i am afraid of u tat's why i study..
Without u teaching i dun think i can pass my O'levels (3 more years time)
U r a very gd teacher..
I admit i sometimes dun really like ur lessons..
coz too boring..
But History and ss lesson are suppose to be like tat..

Monday going to get back my history CT paper..sure fail one..hai..

Have to type class cleanliness reports..
Cya
6.03pm
Cold weather
Enjoy ur weekends..

hai..

Hi Guys How's sch?
For me the day when quite well..
JUst than rain for so long..cold..
But after recess didn't rain le..hot..
Sain loh..a while cold, a while hot..

After school when home..on9..check friendster,look at others profile..Watched TV programmes...till now then update my blog.. Today quite free coz not much HW ma.. only got math homework..

Today i said sorry to that SIR which i mention yesterday post
I admit i have wrong too
But i am gald everything is okay now..
They are friends again..

Went youtube to find videos to see loh..
Spent around 4 hours watching le..
Go to do math le la..
If not PPR2 sure fail one..

GTG
Cya
10.03pm
MIss u..

2dae isn't my day

Sir let me tell u this
I treat u as friend that's y i help u..
I agreed i helped out too late..

U should noe wat's ur friends is like now..
i mean their playing methods..
i noe tat they play overboard
But u think back..
Doesn't this make u have this friendship??
Don't u agree??
I noe maybe u will say "wo bu xi han" - i dun care

I sure u have friends
maybe not very close..
But u r not odd one..
U r not the lonely one!!

U said i look down on u..
Give me 5 reasons y i should?
U r smart in ur studies, CCA..
No need to compare i noe i will lose one..

U shouted at ur friends...
Do u feel bad after that..
To be e truth i am damp angry at first
Be after that i felt bad..
I went to look for u after Amath lesson
But u were not there..

I dun noe wat will happen tml..

Yesterday CT i am sure i will do very badly..hai..
Yesterday something happen...
But i glad now everything is fine le..
From this now i noe how much i really care abt u..


GTG
6.35pm
Cya
Miss u..
Moody

Sec 2G '06... remember the fun we had as a class..


Remember we build this thing and late of our Amath lesson..build during the HOM lesson.. using UNO "bricks"

no time left

Hi guys how's ur day today?

Today had to rush my art homework
The eye painting..
1 pair of eye took like 45mins..
Wao lao..still have 4 more pair...
I still have to study tml CT..
Today then i know got tested on Japan..
I study to study like crap..

Yesterday didn't really burn midnight oil..
After i received someone sacredly msg
i felt quite scared
I slept at 12am sharp..
And it was raining heavily at night
Lighting and thunder

Tonight i had no choice to burn midnight oil..
If not i will sure fail my CT..
at least i know if i study
i still have 40% to pass ba..
Better then 0%..

Got to study
Cya..
miss u..
8.30pm..
no much time left..

Wao

Yesterday i did some research on the eye...the shading..the part which were darken..

Er..paint a eye isn't quite easy..u need around 5 colour to paint..

Today i had tuition from 10am to 12pm..After that i ate my lunch..and do my homework..which i haven started much...i only manage to done reading my history..

Listening to my MP3..doing my A-math..Arr..i can't understand... I hate graphs!! 1 question can like take 4 minutes to solve...Wao lao..so long right?? i started doing around 2 plus..end at 3.36pm..but of coz haven done all yet..i took a 30mins short break and continue doing..till now still haven done yet..haizz.. Listening to e song at my blog..It make to relax a bit..

Tml is mon again...haiz..had to face more class test..homework..haiz.. currently i can't seem to finish my homework on time..haiz..maybe spent too much time on computer..

Today i think i will burn midnight oil again..still lots of homework haven done yet..i am thankful that i am in the art course coz i heard that FnN students had even more stuff to do..

Wao...heard from my my mum that the home bill on electricty cost $70 plus..i better stop using computer too long..

Cya guys tml..

Enjoy ur day..
Miss u..

6.21pm

study..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEI JIE!!

Today is sat..it's a weired sat..coz no GB today..but i can sleep longer..hehe..today wake up at 9.30am..hehe..to me quite late le..Yesterday slept at 1.50am going to reach 2am le..reading the History TB..coz next week tue CT is History..sianz...Zzz

If u r feeling bored..u click on this add:
http://www.puffgames.com/idiottest/
It is quite a lame game..but Very funny loh..Juz do wat they said there..

Today saw my art teacher mail..abt our HW...Need to paint 5 pair of eye..She even scan the eye she paint during the art lesson in the mail... S***t.. i haven buy the paint yet..going to buy on mon.. But i am grateful she scan in the pic coz i almost forget how to paint the eye le..

The pic she sent..

I haven hand in the english HW( Comprehension and composition)..i should hand in on the NDP celebration but i forgotten to bring..hai..hope my teacher still accept it..

Today i am going to study my A-math and history...Next week have A-math Class test..Chapter 3.. Which i had done very badly..Not actually..Coz ALL A-math chapter (chap 1-3) i did quite badly.. For now...

PPR coming soon...i haven hand in alot of my math HW..dun noe i will fail or not..haizz...

GTG..
Cya..
2.56pm
Study..

National Day..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GREGORY (3F), CHOON YONG (2E) AND BIAO JIE!!

Today is National Day..
AS well as my friends' birthday..
HOpe all ur wishes come true..

Today goiing to my biao jie house
to celebrate her birthday..

I dun noe wat to do saizz...
I also dun noe wat to write..
Lots of HW haven hand in..
haizz..

Nvm..
Cya guys soon..
10.16pm..
Sianz..

NDP celebration

Hi guys..

Today had NDP celebration..
We had lot's of fun..
Sing along session..
Swing here and there..
SENIORS i will always remember ur!!

Thx performers..
Thx for all the hard work UG's!!
Well done Girls!!
2 times of rehearsal..under the sun..
Gd work, well done NCC Commander (Lim Shi Hong from 4C) !!

All Sec 4&5
Gd luck For ur prelims
Followed by O'levels / N'levels
This is ur last year..
Enjoyed it!!

thx GB Seniors for joining us
Get well soon Shermin!! (had fever today morning)
I will miss ur!!
Cya guys..

Take care..
3.22pm..
Miss u!!
Happy =)





LAST YEAR NDP '06

i won't forget last year..what i had did... A HUGE MISTAKE... i think those who were there won't forget either..

Tiring..

Hi ppl..

i had jus change a blog coz i noticed long ago that i can't read my older post..therefore i create a new one..

These few day was a busy and tiring day for me..

Last friday(3/8/07), as usual after school..But something different for UGs..as we had our NDP rehearsal in school.. it is from 3pm to around 4pm or 5pm.. forgot le.. After the NDP rehearsal, i had to help out at the parent meeting session for the sec4's till 9pm plus..it was very very late..i still remember the last parent was at 9.30pm..After that i went home..have a quick shower then when to bed..

The following day..which is 4/8/07..i had CCA..i had to reached early is open the door.. Sry i was quite late.. my CCa is from 8am to 10.30am...after that i and my sis had to rush down to S'pore poly to help out at the National ITMAP challenge 2007...We had to reached there by 11.30am..The event start at 12.50pm...while i was on my way there..my HP rang..it was from the GB shirt shop..she said the shirt was ready for collection..i plan to go there to collect on tue(7/8/07) ba... The GOH (Guest-of-Honour) is Mr Gan Kim Yong (Minister of State for Education and Manpower)..My duty was to usher the GOH where ever he is going..while the NPCC stood at his car to like "protect" it..the ITMAP end at 4 plus..Thx PA crew..and prefects who help out..

ON sun..which is yesterday (5/8/07) i had to reached at my tuition teacher house at 2pm..which is at Tua-pie-yo... After that when to the National Day dinner at Tua-Pie-yo..end at 10pm plus... When i reached home i can lie flat on the ground.. i am to tired to move a inch of my muscle.. But i did some of my school homework..but of coz didn't manage to did all..Oh yes During the dinner..i received a msg..it was frm a sec 4 prefect..she asked me whether tml can do Pledge taking or not..i reply okay..

Today i had to reach school at 7am sharp..Thx for acccompany me, Cang Ling.. I think there's is room for improvement.. but i think is a gd try.. i admit today i was quite nervous..

Cya then
Miss u..
5.25

OLDER POST..

Date: 2/8/07

REMEMBER OF HIM..

Today i don't now what went over me...
Suddenly i felt very guilty..
Towards someone..in my class..
She change a lot..
she is not the one i used to noe..
Maybe becoz of one accident that change her life..

Maybe if that time i help her to change..
maybe she will not be like that now..
We used to be very good friends..
After that incident, we dun often hang out like what we used to be..
Long time didn't walk home together
Long time didn't went to school together
It's a long time we had a real chat..

She hang out with another friends..
I dun noe what she is thinking..
Even when teacher scold her..
she will still had the mood to smile..
But after a while she is very quite..
i think she is feeling guilty ba..
If she still had that a bit guilty she still got help..

To be truth after i felt i had lost this friendship
i felt quite lost I dun noe to look for who
when i need some1

I noe friends who care for me..
But those friends have their own friends as well
but i noe that some of ur hate me..
That's why i didn't talk to ur..
But can tell me where did i done wrong??
What did i do that make ur so angry?

After this friendship has gone I felt quite lonely..
Rem one of e camp i attended..
Someone said: "Being a leader is often a lonely journey.."
But how many will agree with that??
Sometime i will seat at a corner..
think the fun time we had..

Remember the fun and troubles we went though together the jokes and troubles we had.. Thx for being with me that past 1 year and 8 months..

Today on my way home i picked up a e-zlin card..
is from my primary school..
KRANJI PRIMARY SCHOOL

Long time i went back is last year teacher's day
i decided to went back
To gave the card to the school
I noe the school will pass it to her..
the card i picked was a primary 6 student..

I walk from limbang to my primary school..
i felt that road i long time didn't walk le..
I felt i had forgotten how to walk to gate A le...
I had forgotten the path..
i walked one big round then reached the GateA(main gate)

While walking i recap some primary sch stuff
The fun we had.. as a class, in science club
I recap a accident which i must say sorry to that person

Maybe some of ur noe who is he
His name is Jing Yu Qiao
He is from China
rem I met him at pri sch sport meet..
He was in red house

Now he should be the same age me (age:15)
but now he is in sec 1..
that time he made me very angry
he tried to push one of my friends down the stairs
but now no news abt him le..
lost contact with him le..
should say i didn't contact him at all..

I hit him with an umbrella..
He got 3 bruise on his hand..
If time could went back to time
I wish i could say: "i am very sorry to him"

Maybe some of ur got heard abt our rumours
Abt we went steady
But actual fact we didn't..
I did not noe this rumours till i went to secondary school..
I admit i like him before..
but not now..

But does he noe abt the rumours..
Coz if have i dun noe how to face him le..
When sec1 i went back to pri sch that time was teacher's day..
I met him..on my way
We had a small chat
I don't noe that time was the last time i can met him

Coz he had left KPS when he was in primary5
If ur noe who i am toking about
If ur got his contact can tell me??
i just simlpy want to say sorry to him..

~Signing off~
6.20pm
REcap..
Enjoy ur day..

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Date: 27/7/07

Prefect's detention

Today the sec 3's prefects had our 2nd detention..1st time was last year..that time was after end-of-year exam..the whole classroom block was very noisy.. 2nd time was today.

.today although is called a detention..but somehow it turn out to be a care and share session..the session i enjoyed it..as we shoot out all the feelings and thought about what had happened on this tue..the sec4's conduct this session.. they explain and answer to all of our Q...

at e session Nathan told a story :

One day millions of starfish were found near the shore..maybe was washed up during the high tight...there's a little boy saw this and went to pick up every single starfish he saw..& threw it into the sea...as far and possible..There is a old man who saw the whole process of him throwing every starfish into the sea...he asked the little boy " there's millions of starfish here..are u going to pick every single one up..by that time..they might already die..." the little boy replied " although there are millions of starfish here..but i did my best to make them survive..i know i can't save the millions of starfish but at least i save 5% of it.."

This make me understood that although there are more students then prefects..but if we tried our best to lead them back to the correct track..For example we can't tell everyone to pull up their socks but at least we help the 5% of the students in KSS....

Being a prefect isn't just to make sure the pupils are in the popper grooming..but as well to guide them..
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(i knew that people are reading . i knew that many people will have opinions on my thoughts. but this written here is only my opinion. )

AS a NA student:I know that some of the NA students are very difficult to handle...To Prefects: "but have u wonder why they don't one to listen to u? " er..maybe the prefects should use soft approach to approach them..Although sometimes we tend to don't listen, but if u respect us..we will respect u as well.. Maybe u nagged at us..don't know how many times already but we still dun 1 to listen..we (NA) tend to be so noisy as we still got time to spare..then my class no need to take N level also..then 3 more years to O level..hai..still long time la... Next year study also can ma..that wat NA mind set..i think.. If someone shout at me tell me to tuck in my shirt, i will felt "bu suang"- not happy..the more u shout at me..i will tuck out some more..

AS a prefect: Being a prefect isn't a easy task..Who don't know that..but why can't the students put themselves in our shoe and think what we feel..sometimes i felt very unless..when i can't make this student to stop for example bring food out of the canteen... But at first place why bring food out of the canteen?? No space to seat?? or get used to it?? how to get used to it??--- by doing everytime...Do u know that we don't really like to "force" ur back to the canteen.. ur guys know the school rule..why not follow it?? YA..then if everyone did that..the school need prefect for what..Sometimes, prefects gave ur chances..not we didn't see but as in we know ur are mature enough to think..If i everyday shout at you..very sian1 ma..ur guys also don't like it 1 ma..
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Today care and share..truly i felt after this session..i felt a bit bond..maybe not as bond as SSC/ CCA..but maybe what we do all days is doing what ppl hate.. doing some stuff that always related to school..but not sort of having fun together..having the laughter..the happiness..as a family..but felt sort of "alone" work..i suggested that maybe camps can bond..something like OBS..or the cheers camp..like last year..the chicken thingy..the currently sec 3 and 4 prefects who went for the camp should able have some memories..that time everyone had so much fun..AGREE??..middle of the night..wake up to steal the chicken..wake 3 times..but sadly the classroom they were sleeping e doors were locked..Lyn & me..will not forget one loh..the cheer we will not forgot!! We even gilsVS boys..until the sec 4(pass out last year) felt very noisy sia..

WE FEEL GOOD! (clap X1)

OH WE SO GOOD!! AR!!

OH WE FEEL SO!

OH WE FEEL SO!

OH WE FEEL SO GOOD!! AR!!AR!!AR!!

~SIGNING OFF~

Cya 8.53pm

HAppy..

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date:24/7/07

enough lecture 4 me todae..

today isn't a very good day..for me..

early in the morning kana "lecture"

the lecture was a wrong way to "Scold" us

to express wat they r thinking..
most of them are quite angry

or u can say all of them were very angry

I was one of them who were angry

some of us did try their best

okay la can say sometimes i close one eye

but doesn't mean ur could say such harsh words..

it's hurts u noe??

after that we had ss period

kana scolding by faz for not doing Hw haizz..

almost half of the class was standing up..

not becoz we dun1 to do..

becoz sort of weird..

grading others ppl work

after recess..

sci bio... lecture again!!

say we did not quite well for our bio CT
why didn't study for the test..

e ppl in my sci bio class

not we dun 1 to study

is that she too late

then say what need to be tested..

is juz 2 period before CT..

how to remember so much stuff..

Sry to those i gave them "attitude" todae..

i wasn't a very good mood..

i had never been sooo angry till so far..

till now my anger still haven drop into half..SRY!!

~signing off~

7.55pm

ANGRY

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date: 23/7/07

LOST

last friday (20/7/07)
have English oral..

it is quite okay..

kana a strict teacher

i think i will do very badly..

but today i got my results..

i glad i managed to pass..

i got 20/40..
is it quite badly done..

on last friday GB have a farewell dinner

for the sec 4&5 everything went on quite smoothly..

we had lots of fun..
playing..

BBQ..eating

i remember the last programme before prize giving was dressing up

the pass out seniors came back to dress up our dear sec 4&5

we dress up them with news paper..

things we made for them..

some dress up with colour paper,some put on crown..

we had lots of fun..

Now is the prize giving time..

all the girls look forward to give the cards they had made for their seniors..

inside these cards were short messages written by the girls

these messages were the words we want to tell them..

EG: thx for everything u had done, i will miss u, take care, gd luck for ur O'levels..

these message made these simple looking cards very special..

when we gave it to our seniors i felt that we were very lucky to have these seniors

without them the days in GB will not be so fun..

Don't you all agree, girls?

It was quite late..

we all pack up, clean the place up..

suddenly my tears just drop without control

i went to a corner..

when i turn around i saw all the sec 3's cried

all 4 of us seem to miss them a lot..

all of us cried as if they going to leave us le..

thought we will not see them le..

the sec 4's gave all the sec 3's hugs..

that hug with them.. i will never forget one..

i remember what pastor Ben had said

People had to leave someday they had to improve themselves..

that day afternoon before i went to seat for my oral

i told Ms Leong that i afraid i will cry that night..

she told me..

people come,people go

so treasure the people you had now..

i know what she mean

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last Sat (21/7) we had our pass our parade (P.O.P) this is a time to say goodbye to the seniors.. i will miss them for sure!! they let me felt GB is a united CCA we had FRIENDSHIP, CARE, HAPPINESS thanks to them i felt i had really choose the correct choice.. our motto: EVERY GIRLS' A LEADER. Congrats to all who got their badges and their certificates

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Today (23/7) During Chinese lesson 3F watched a movie it reminds me of lots of things.. i will not say wat i had remember but i had to tell everyone.. TREASURE THE TIME REGARDS WITH UR FRIENDS OR FAMILY MEMBERS.. WHO KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN TML.. therefore live as if there is no tml... do what u can do today this will not made you live with regret.. Today although is a short time with your guys but i felt it a long time i had so much fun.. Thanks Winston, Gregory, Gabriel, Aaron..ect

To KL: Get well soon..need any help juz give me a call..u noe my number..

~signing off~
fun, enjoys
5.06pm

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date: 19/7/07

MISS U SENIORS

times flies real fast

in the next 24 hours

going to say farewell to the sec 4 and 5 seniors

its too fast when they leave

GB gonna be very very quiet

& i bet all the juniors will miss them

don't forget the sec3's as well as the teachers

Without them is a bit wired

i will miss all my seniors for sure

i will miss wei shan jokes

Soeng May and Hui Ling teaching drills

Shirley,Dorothy,Tracy - Do ray me

Jeanie and Wan Zhen- Best friends forever lots lots more..

I am going to miss U!!

Hope to see ur guys soon..

maybe not so soon

Looking forward to sch NDP

Coz some of ur will be joinning us again

I am looking forward to that..

Tml will be the last dinner
I think am going to cry

I will try to hold back my tears

my mind full of images

abt the time we had at

the old folks home painting

carecom service

camps

GB captain ball game

the drills competition

lots more..

Gd luck to u, seniors i will miss you Jia You!!

~signing off~

Cya Miss u..

sad 11.06pm

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Date: 17/7/07

CARELESS

Yesterday was GB day..it was the first time standing in front of the whole school..it was quite an experience for it..it was quite scarily..i did not expect there is so much people... when i when up..i felt a bit lost.. coz i dun really noe how loud is the mike..then..if i stand too near it will be very loud..i think back on St John day..the mike was quite loud then i choose to stand further.. when i said school pls stand..my mind was toally blank..i remember my steps..as i rehearsal lots of time at home..but was too scared to sing the national anthem..but i remember thx to one of the flag barrier, Nathan, who sang the national anthem while pulling the Singapore flag..the whole process was quite okay..just too scared..coz is my first time...

The days before GB Day..i had been thinking... what if that day rain.. adv: i need not say the commands..then no need to worry abt i said wrong commands.. Dis: the rehearsal had gone to waste..

If that day didn't rain..Adv: We can show how GB girls was..how good they were..then our extra drills practice won't went down to waste..and our girls is the best..in my mind..

Yesterday, actually i need to do art project one..but the art room was not open..and the team members was not free..therefore i follow the sec 2's girls to buy the stuff for the GB farewell dinner things..i brought the art work there...and u know what i actually forgot to bring it on my way home..i left it at the ten mile junction..therefore i am sorry to let the sec 2 went home their own..and i went back to collect the art pieces..it's group work!!i hope is still there when i was waiting for the LRT to ten mile junction..i was glad the art was still there..

But i am glad it was over...but it is a new beginning for me..being a leader..i must take care of the girls with all i can.. look for them to have a little chat with them... to help them when they need help..to be with them if they need supports...these is what i had feel as a junior when the sec 4&5 around...therefore this is the time i should used what i had learnt from them and apply..

TO THE GIRLS

hi girls, Well done!!what your did yesterday is better then the rehearsal..i am glad it was a success...thank God it didn't rain..JIa YOu Girls!!in whatever things your are doing..thanks Wei Shan,Soeng May,Hui ling & Jeanie for joining us.. sry i screw up a bit at the ending part..

TO sec 4&5: 3 more day to farewell dinner..

~signing off~

Cya

Take care

7.05pm

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Date: 15/7/07

TML IS GB DAY!!

Yesterday had GB meeting..We all practice for our GB day which is tml..but the band was in parade square practicing their march for school NDP..hai..i am shouting to the top of my voice..luckily the girls could hear me..thank goodness...if not today i have no voice le..

Tml is GB day le..i am going to command..i am scared as well as worried..scared because i will be standing in front of the school...worried because of the weather..worried that i will say wrong command..i must practice!! i don't one to have mistakes...brrr...shivering..

Today i had to do my art thing because tml go group meeting..at art room.. i had to check the uniform...nothing missing..polish my boots..class cleanliness stuff..lots of stuff...this Friday is 3NA oral..after that got GB farewell dinner..around 10pm then can go home ba..then the next day got pass out parade..I WILL MISS YOUR SENIORS!!

To the GB girls:

Tml is GB Day!! Jia You!! Just do ur best okay? Remember to have 90 degree bang...okay? Drink more water today..remember to polish your boots.. Let's hope tml don't rain..Tml is also O'level listening comprehension for sec 4/5...therefore here on behalf of the company i wish your all the best!! JIA YOU!! GD LUCK!! =)

~signing off~

Cya 5.09pm..

worried

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Date: 13/7/07

SHIRT

Today after school Jin Yan and me went to collect GB shirt..when reached the we saw the uncle(her husband)..he let us see the design..I didn't expect the shirt design to be like that..i told the auntie in the shop that the design is the actual size..but the design printed on the shirt is so small..i think..but u still can see the words..i thought of rejecting it..becoz the design wasn't what we thought of..and the material is not cotton is should be jer-c(don't know how to spell)..

We went back to school..On our way we were think how the teachers and the girls will react..but to our surprise they quite like the design..and Ms Leong said that the blue was quite dark but if it is lighter then the Baby blue will not stand out.. Jin Yan, Ms Leong and me felt that the yellow words stand out alot..after heard what they said i felt my t-shirt task was a success after changing lots of design..if i am not wrong we had changed 3-4 design..until Ms leong suggest we use the phrase then i thought of the words formation..then when i show it to Ms leong she say okay..that moment i say finally.. from the company till day day i am thinking how should i design the shirt..Thanks to Jin Yan, Chrismin and Siewlee giving me lots of different idea which i can improved on the design..then the final design was finally out!!Then Jin Yan and me meet up and went to make the shirt, during the June holidays..

Today we did some drills practice..the girls learnt qiute fast..tml still can do "touch up"..today shouting the commans, it was quite ok ba..i think..But my seniors said my voice too sharp..when we shout commans must put the voice as low as possible..how come no matter how many times i tired i still can't get it..hai..WHY?? then some sec4 boys from the school choir shouted the commans from outside library when i was going to shout the commans... i am damp angry as well as feeling down..i like making them look down on my cca..why i just could not get my comman as low as possible..why????ARAR!!! i feeling like shouting at them..I have friends in ur CCA too but they still respect my CCA..And i am trying to like ur CCA..felt ur CCA is not quite bad after all..until ur behave like that..it seem had to restart thinking what actually ur CCA ppl r like..But i won't let ur behavior destroy my gd thoughts of ur cca..

Around 4pm i went to GB room..decided to let this matter off...looking that the GB shirt..i had been looking and checking the shirt..then found that there's a mistake..there's 3 XL size shirt!! why?? how come...Jin Yan and me order 2 XL only..how come like tat..nv..i had settled.. i think..i am going to wear XL then Ben's wife going to wear L, which is my size.. Hope tml going to be a better day!! Got to go

~ Signing off~

9.06pm..

Sianzz..

gd nite..

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Date: 12/7/07

LACK OF SLEEP

Today i felt something missing..after think for while i noticed that Jin Yan was not in school today..But heard from Li Jing, she will be back tml..tat gd..think she went for a check up ba..i think..

After recess, i am thinking where did i put my library book?? I remember bringing to school cause i wanted to pass it to Cindy..But i just can't find that book... Maybe i have forgotten to put inside my bag?? But cannot be..i remember bring it to school!! Where the *** i put it...looking around the class but still can't find it..nevermind..later when i reach home i check is it on my table..

When i reached home it was about 3 plus..before that i went to find Ms Lee..to pass her some stuff for the sec 4&5 farewell dinner...before that me,sl and chris talked lot of stuff...this also cannot..that also cannot..hai..i know we talked very loud..if i am not wrong is after my Amath lesson and we were standing outside the 3A classroom..think i saw yiyang there..

I ate my lunch and watching TV..kept on changing channel cause no nice programmes... 5.30pm my turn to use the comp..i went to friendster to check the comments as well sent comments to others.. then i went 2 see the GB blog..okay la nothing much..then finally i am here updating my blog..

Typing my feeling and thoughts..i suddenly remember that i book i was finding was with my junior (Si Qi). i blur blur one..this kind of things also can forget..haizz...when i reached school i pass chun something and went to look for my junior(s)..but i can only see Si Qi..therefore i decided to pass the party book to her..how can i forgot!!haizz..maybe didn't sleep well the night before..cause i slept at 3.30am..doing cards for someone..I hope my effort won't go down the drain..

Tml straight after school , Jin yan and me have to go to jurong point to collect the GB company shirts... then rushed back to teach the sec 1's drills..becoz next mon is GB day!! Tml some of ur might went Lot 1 to wactch the Harry Potter movie..Hope ur could get the tickets..if not go cozway watch loh.. HOpe ur get the seat ur want ..Enjoy the movie...okay that's all for today for me..have to do 2 SS WS..tml got faz lesson..tml lower sec assembly..

Cya..
Lack of sleep Sleepy..
Zzzz Gdnite..
but i still can't sleep..
hehe.. 7.02pm


Others stuff: Today after our class CE lesson..i went to the corridoor to see where is Ms Lee..if not i will go staff room to find her..when i was looking to my left side i saw u..to my surprise u were standing there too..somehow we turn to face each other at the same time..eye contact...don't know why that feeling is back again..this is friendship or others..i don't know..my first rection was went to "hid" behind the pillar..Is the fate or what?? can someone tell me?? I should have gave him up long ago..

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Date: 11/7/07

HAI

From this post to the last post had been a very busy 6 days.. Last sat 7/7/07 as usual i had GB meeting... this date is a very nice number...hehe can go and buy 4D..haha..juz joking..i am still under age haha..GB meeting we had lots of things need to be done..

~ do something for the senior farewell dinner (can't say what is it)
~ The 'survey' form on Proverbs 31

~ Read Proverbs 1-31,write about the phrase that u felt it had spoke to u..

~ Write a report about the cemetery trip during the GB camp

that day it was raining..therefore we had foot drills indoors..there were NCC,BB..i was standing outside the art room..shouting the commans...lots of people looking at me..haizz

9/7/07: i had a oral practice with Ms Yong at 3.05pm.. the oral was quite Gd i think..

10/7/07: we had English common test..the topic all i don't really know how to write..but no choice i still have to choose one..i choose question 3..but i wrote crap..i think i will sure fail again..the GB sec2 girls have their meeting for the farewell dinner..i went to have a look.. and that day i found the GB blog.. http://www.girlsbrigade50.blogspot.com/

11/7/07: today we had to rush the art project we had..coz the deadline is next Tue..so we plan to have a meeting on next Mon, 16/7..13/7 is Haiqel birthday..don't know what i can buy for him.. today when i was walking home..i am deciding which way should i walk? Limbang pass through the Yew Tee CC or should i walk pass through the church?? i decided to walk pass the church..then got 1 girl caught my attention.. she was walking behind her mother..but it was quite far..ard 1 meter..i am thinking how can a mother leave her 2 years old daughter behind walking alone..Suddenly to my surprise, she vomit... my first reaction was running toward the girl..i asked her if she was alright?? she didn't reply me..she just stand there a few minutes then ran toward her mother..i told mother that she had vomited behind..she looked quite surprised..then thanks me for telling her..i gave some tissue paper to let her wipe her daughter's shoe..then she thanks me once more..i told her welcome.. Then i went home..on the way thinking..maybe i was wrong about her mother..she just walking fast to the shop nearby..i think..which mother don't like her child..i was quite glad that i had 'help' that girl.. today i had just update the GB blog..hope i didn't have any typo error..i end my thoughts here..

Cya..

Take care..

9.16pm..

glad.. Zzz

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Date:4/7/07

SIAN

Hi guys how's school for you today? To me is quite okay.. went i reached school, I and Stella have a committie meeting.. almost everyone attended.. that's Good!!.. Math: teaching A-math chapter 3.. it's was ok so far.. hope will still understand what Ms Yap is teaching.. Chinese lesson: class do chinese letter writting.. about live earth.. about saving the earth.. how can we do a part to save our earth.. today wed.. no plactic bags.. hai.. recess time actually want to go library to print the research pictures..then it's closed.. hai.. then i went to gb room to do sweep the floor..make sure it's clean..plus plus..Art lesson..as usual do our own stuff.. group work.. sian.. sci bio go throught sci WS.. eng we recap our oral thingy..

After school, A-math students had our lesson..Ms Yap was not there..she went to her don't know N or O level oral thingy.. then another teacher come in to teach us.. only around 13 students attented.. hai.. sian..lesson so boring..

After than i went to check out my sec 2 gb girls.. as they r planning for sec 4 & 5 farewell dinner.. they planned quite well..i think.. how it will be a successful 1..What i saying.. Every year is always a successful one.. Hope ur had enjoyed ur day today..typing minutes for the committie meeting..changes of duties..Cya your guys tml..

~signing off~
7.57pm

Sian

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Date: 2/7/07

HI!!

Hi guys.. how's your one week two days of school so far? i hope you enjoyed it.. Ever since the holidays started i am always busy with somethings..G.B camps, Going to my anuty house to take care of my biao ge 2 sons (at least for 1 week 4 days), making of G.B company shirt, going to malaysia to see my grandmother, A/E math Ip coaching, Art IP....ect.. sorry if i didn't contact if anyone..

Here's my june holidays plan:

26/5/07 ~ G.b flag day at cck control station..

27/5/07 ~ Do the last minute check whether miss out anything for the G.B camp..
28/5/07 ~ Do OBS reflection for Mr Yeo

9/5/07 ~ Math olympiads 9am to 11am

30/5/07 ~ Go Seng Song buy G.B camp stuff..eg breakfast, waterbags for water bomb

31/5/07 ~ Revise E math.. (coz i fail)

1/6 ~ SYF showcase 3.30pm meet at foyer.. help out till 10pm plus.. wear blazer..

2/6 to 4/6 ~ G.b company camp

5/6 ~ do job scope for cleanliness committie, sent to Melissa & revise chapter 1 of A-math

6/6 ~ Went to aunt house & do bio TYS

7/6 ~ E-math IP coaching 8am to 9.30am & Art IP 9am to 6pm

8/6 ~ Art IP 9am to 3pm plus

9/6 to 10/6 & 12/6 to 13/6 ~ sleep over night at aunt house
14/6 to17/6 ~ Do hoilday homework, revised math

18/6 ~ Do debrief for G.B camp..

19/6 to 20/6 ~ Malaysia 2D1N

21/6 ~ went to jurong point to check price of the T-shirt with Jin Yan

22/6 ~ Do G.b shirt design

23/6 ~ Home tution

24/6 ~ Do last minute HW

25/6 ~ school reopen!!

26/6 ~ Prefect photo taking

28/6 ~ committee photo taking

30/6 ~ Cultural Fiesta Day

1/7 ~ make G.B company shirt 28pcs with Jin Yan.. Thx for going with me..

3/7 ~ Prefect meeting This is my plan so far.. this week is upper sec assembly.. 77 ~ G.B meeting

9/7 ~ 3.05pm meet Ms Yong for Oral practice

13/7 ~ collect comapny shirt at Jurong Pont after school..

14/7 ~ Practice for GB day..

16/7 ~ GB DAY!!

20/7 ~ EL english 2.30pm

21/7 ~ GB POP

HOpe today you had enjoyed your day!! Cya tml.. JIA YOU Senior!! GD LUCK for your O levels or N level..

~ SIgning off ~

8.05pm

Fan.. =(

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Date: 27/6/07

last day before June school Holidays...

Today is a busy day for me..running here and there.. legs told me that they are tired.. 7am meet at school for packing of primary school goddies bags...7.20am to 8am meet Ms leong for g.b stuff...8am-9am giving out of consent form for g.b flag day (8am to 1pm) plus company camp (2/6 - 4/6).. 9am-11am: math trainning at ITC 2...11am to 2.15pm is the school event.. 2.30pm meet parent session..

The event was quite a sucess..gald.. i was in the giving of prize.. hai..didn't listen carefully then gave out wrong prize.. some of the prfects were seating at the backstage..waiting for our hint to go to stage..hai..bored..nothing to do.. then we all started to chat.. hehe..quite fun la.. chat abt the stories abt the sch.. our CCA.. ghost stories.. hehe..

I had quite a tiring day.. but still having lot's of fun.. hai.. I didn't went to class the whole day..anyone know what's the homework for June holidays? This Friday is school SYF showcase..got prefect duty..

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Date: 23/5/07

LONELY

Today to me isn't a good day.. i felt quite left out..lonely.. the odd 1.. i can't blame anyone..only can blame myself.. i know i don't really speak up.. therefore some of your don't know what i was really thinking.. to be truth i wish to hang out with ur guys too.. who don't one to have good friendship.. i bet there's no one..

Friends have their own friends too... i can't stop what they wanted to do.. Making friends is a choice.. up to you whether you want to be that person friend or not..

I was alone for almost all the lesson today.. tricia and pat was not around.. jin yan and friends were talking as a group.. i don't one to intrup them.. math training at ITC 1 siti was not here..i was alone again.. but bio lesson i must really thanks jin yan for grouping with me.. thx.. it means a lot to me.. i also wish to thanks pat for lending me her comic books.. these comic books help me pass the time without thinking of anything.. juz stess ba..i think..after school i when home with my understudy.. Jia Ying from 2F... we chat on the way to bus stop.. i glad that she accompany me..

After math training, i went to art room to get the last 15 mins of lesson.. by the time i reached there.. they had already started painting.. pat was not there again.. i sat near athirah table.. watching how they painted their face..lonely again..

Today bio lesson we leant how to make soap... the smell was terrible.. but i hope the results is good.. i had a horrible stomach ache from the math traning to home.. now i am better le.. gald that it was over!!

~signing out~

Lonely night

9.25pm

Gd Night..Zzz

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Date: 21/5/07

SIANZZ...

hi..how's sch? For me ok la..today morning had a brefing at hall for the cultral fiestia (smt like that..don't know how to spell..).. This year is change to day time..instead of night time..but i still prefer night time..hehe..don't know why.. Today me and siti, only Na, went to math training at ITc 2.. the math actually wasn't so diffcult as i think, is A-math..i notice that it is easier than the last 2 years..and the speed was right..manage to understand everything he was teaching.. now i noticed that A-math wasn't so diffcult after all..just that must practice more.. Hai..until now haven class photo taking yet..so sian.. i don't really like IT lesson..

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Date: 19/5/07

SAD T_T

After getting our results,i knew i had done really badly..but i did not think that i will get so low..i got 37th postion for class..I was shocked..i never thought getting the last 5th postion..i cried on my way home.. i didn't went home straight..staying the the void deck don't feel like going home yet..therefore i went to the basketball court which in near our school..I saw Kai ling..Suddenly I felt i really need her acompany.. I walk across my class boys,who were playing there,and bust out my tears once again when I reached her..

She called Tricia to acompany me.. we all meet at limbang mac.. She was with her friend too..her friend was very shy..Tricia and KaiLing chat a lot..laughing together with her friend.. while all i can do is seat quietly beside them to calm myself down..

After I went home alone..thinking what and how i can improve..i was terrible shocked and scarded.. i don't know how to face my parents.. but i told myself i was took this as a lesson..and pull up my socks before it was too late..there's still PPR 2 and End of year exam..i still got chance before is too late..I MUST IMPROVE MY E/A MATH, SCI PHY...

~Signing off~

Moddy

Going to rain

Cya, 6.55pm

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Date:18/5/07

HI GUYS

hi guys..

i am writing this post at school ITC 2..hope ur had got the results u want..i didn't really study..therefore i can't blame other bit myself for failing..i total had failed 4 subjects abd only pass 3..shocking? i was shocked tat my E & A math had failed very badly..even worst my favourite and best subject had got only 55 maks (the paper only,haven add cA1)..so how r ur guys results?


Remember i had over slept on my last paper and 16/5/07 (wed)..i woke at 7am..i felt very tired ba..dun feeling to wake up..then 7.10am duty start..but i had to be late..7.20am then reached sch..the sch gate was about to close..

Last paper was MCQ paper for sci phy and bio..luckily my mum called and ask y i am still at home..as my sis had ended her exams, she no need to go to school..I wasn't very awake..still blur..before my mum called, I even told my maid to wake me at 7.30am..

I had to plan my time very well..as i had quite a lot of stuff to do..design G.b company T-shirt, sent Mr Siah class cleanliness reports..Yesterday i had stay up to 2am plus to finish the reports.. felt a bit tired now..but it's ok..i had done my job..

Sometimes i had been thinking..should i do these stuff? DO for wat? but i still decided to do..as is my "job"..

I had been missing something..to me i think to friendship ba..Althought there's friends beside me..but i had felt quite loney..As my friends had their friends..and some got boy friend..therefore I don't one to be the odd person..i had spent less time with my friends..so it's okay that they had found their really best or good friends..i didn't really be there for them..their friends sure had done a better job for them..


Normally, when i had no duty..i dun feel like eating as there is no one with me..every thing feel so strange to me..as if i had not been to these few place before..i don't know anyone there.. Eveything seem to to unfailmar me.. I knew these people, i knew these place but i some how felt i had a long long time didn't really seat down with my friends to chat or eat..it's had been a really really long time..to me..


I am quite tried le..i don't feeling to do anything just let me stay in a dark, lonely coner..i afraid of darkness..i afraid of being lonely..but i had no choice..

My MP3 is my best friend..I often listen to music when i am down or loney.. 9.33FM is my friend too..it play an important part of my life..without 9.33FM..i don't know the songs..i don't the plp actually had someone they had to care for..without it i will be very lonely when it reaches mightnight..


People i cared: Family members, class 3F and 3G, sec 2's, G.B girls



~Signing off~
Cold morning
Cya, 8.36am
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Date:20/2/07

HAPPY CHINESE EVERYONE

Hi everyone,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO U!! so long did not update my blog so sorry...as my internet spoil..so far hope ur get lots of hong bao!! enjoy ur holidays..1 more day left..tml school `reopen` le..must work hard ok?..hehe..doing last min homework..if u are doing last min homework too..hope it can be done!!
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Date:19/10/06

Results

Hi, everyone how’s your exams results..hm..my results were quite ok..but of couse still can be improve if I had started earlier rather then started 1 week before the first paper started..some careless mistakes like math..i blur blur de.. Paper 2 didn’t do the last Question, 8 marks juz like that gone..Nvm..Had pass le..here are my results:


Chinese :
listening compre-8/10
paper 1- 50/70
paper 2- 42/60
oral- 40/50

English:
paper 1- 31/60
paper 2- 45/80
Oral- 28/30 ( I think )

Science:
phy- 24/50 (sad I fail )
chem- 34.5 (luckily this help me pull up my science grades)

History:
Section A- 5/10 (hai..juz pass)
Section B- 32/60

Math:
Paper 1- 42/50
Paper 2- 31/50

Lit: 47/70

Art: 85/100


HoPe ThAt YoUr Still get the results your wanted..those was has fail some subjects..try harder next year..ok? Your had tried your best le..so don’t take in heart..just think that I will do better next year..hai.. I don’t understand why parents like to compare results de.. why sometimes they cannot felt that is our limit..but do understand that they hope we can survive in the future..Today the sec 2 have a programe..actually I was not very in mood to listen to the "teacher"..how can we listen while we were worried about results..

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Date: 12/10/06

Hi EVERYONE

hi,


creating tis blog..after exams..very funny rite?..haha..nvm..finished exams le but dun noe how is my restults..hopefully won't be bad..i want to choose art,history and sci bio+phy..thinking ab the times in primary having fun 2gather..